They say in life it’s the journey that matters, not the destination. What you learn along the way and how you change is what is most important. In a touching message for her 22nd birthday, Sooyoung referred to being a fan of Girls’ Generation as going for a ride on the “Soshi Express”, a journey being taken by more and more people every day. This is the story of how I boarded that train and became a SONE.
In the Fall of 2010, I was pretty big into playing Starcraft 2. I watched videos of the pros playing on YouTube and was getting excited for the first Korean pro tournament, the Global Starcraft League. I didn’t know much about Korea, but I was aware of the near-national-sport status Starcraft held there, so I wanted to see the start of the pro Starcraft 2 scene.
I tuned in, and before the tournament started, some music videos were being shown. “What the heck is this?” I said as I watched I don’t know how many identical girls doing some kind of arrow-shooting dance. I was confused. Why were there so many of them? Who is that girl with the big gorgeous eyes in the elevator? People watching the tournament on TeamLiquid.net (the main community for Starcraft) told me, “Oh that’s Girls’ Generation. They are huge.”
Then another video played, showing some cutesy girl playing around with a giant marshmallow. It turned out that cutesy girl was IU, and she was the announcer for the players in the tournament. People were telling me that she had an incredible voice, so over the next few days I started checking out who this IU person was on YouTube.
I saw the video above and was immediately hooked. She had such a great voice, and she played the guitar. Even that goofy MC was smitten. It was perfect. I couldn’t understand a word she was saying, but I wanted to hear more. It wasn’t until much later that I found out these songs were all covers.
At the same time, I kept seeing that “Hoot” music video before the GSL. It was growing in my brain like a virus, that arrow dance replaying over and over. It was so catchy. How can choreography of all things be addicting? To YouTube! I kept replaying that music video over and over because I needed to figure out who was who. I found out the girl with the big eyes was called Sooyoung first. Then there was this ridiculously pretty girl with the white fluffy hat, Seohyun. But I kept mistaking this other one, Yoona she was called, for that Seohyun girl. Were they sisters? Then there was one, the one with the voice. Wow she could sing. A friendly YouTube commenter pointed out that that particular member was Taeyeon.
I guess they do this stuff live too, huh? I was in awe with this video. Their outfits, their dancing, their singing, everything was so in sync, something I hadn’t really ever seen before. I couldn’t get enough of Taeyeon though. I needed to find out more.
I discovered these two videos and must have replayed them hundreds of times. She was beautiful, and her pristine voice captivated me. It was also my first exposure to some of Taeyeon’s off-stage personality, including her legendary ahjumma laugh that I would continue to find so endearing. Kangin’s genuine adoration of Taeyeon and how he was almost speechless that she just sang so beautifully with no preparation mirrored my own reaction. This girl was something special.
Apart from the few Taeyeon videos and “Hoot”, I was still watching almost nothing but IU. And then something happened. I was watching that acoustic IU video from “Sketchbook” where she played that “Gee” song. I had always thought it was quite good, but one day, months after I had first seen it, someone said to me, “Hey, you know that’s Girls’ Generation’s song right?” Brain explosion. I immediately YouTubed “Girls’ Generation – Gee”. My God…I watched it, and to be honest, right after the video ended I kind of just sat there blankly staring at the screen, like “that was very different from that acoustic ‘Gee’ song I’ve been listening to…” But then I played it again. And then a few more times. And the next day I was humming the melody to myself all day long. I started looking up more of their songs: “Run Devil Run”, “Into The New World”, “Girls’ Generation”, “Kissing You”. They were all so good. These girls were awesome.
But then…I found “Genie”. The legs. The song. The Seohyun popping out of the cake. It. Was. Glorious. These incredibly gorgeous marine girls were marching their way into my life, and I was powerless to stop them. When Tiffany said to “put it back on”, I respectfully obliged and pressed the replay button.
At this point I stumbled on clips from television shows these girls appeared on, compilations of cute and funny moments that introduced me to this brand new concept called “aegyo”. I would watch clips of that Sunny girl acting ridiculously cute, and for some instinctual reason, it made me laugh and smile. I think men are pre-programmed to enjoy this.
I noticed these videos all had these pink subtitles in them: Soshisubs from some website called Soshified.com. Like finding an oasis in the desert, I registered and was met with more Girls’ Generation content than I could believe: pictures and videos everywhere. A lot of the clips I had seen were from a show called “Hello Baby”, so I started to watch the series from the first episode. I don’t even like babies, but those nine girls were so entertaining I couldn’t help but enjoy it. Yoona and Yuri, whom I still thought were the same person, seemed like the best of friends, and I immediately latched onto their hilariously tragic story of bonding over not getting to hold the baby. Poor Tiffany had such a big heart but no way to show it. Jessica’s strange fear of cucumbers made me laugh. It was such an interesting show. I enjoyed these girls, but not really much more than as entertainment and good music. That all changed when I finished the next show of theirs I watched, “Girls Go to School”.
If there is one thing every SONE needs to see, it is “Girls Go to School”. After their “School of Rock” performance in the heat, with the girls all sweaty and exhausted but exhilarated nonetheless, Jessica collapsed in a heap, so tired from literally giving everything she had on stage. It was at that moment that I became more than just a casual observer. It was at that moment I became a fan of Girls’ Generation.
It was around this time that I realized I was getting more and more into Korean culture in general and not just the music. Girls’ Generation had opened a door into a world I didn’t even know existed. I had always thought of myself as fairly open-minded, but as I watched more and more Korean TV, I realized the only thing I had actually known about the country was that my Great-Aunt fought in the Korean War and Samsung and Hyundai were Korean. I acquired Rosetta Stone Korean and began teaching myself the language, doing the lessons for about an hour a day. I learned how to cook a few Korean dishes. The first Korean food I ever ate was bibimbap that I made for myself (I later had it in a Korean restaurant, and I did a pretty good job for my first try!). I even took a crack at naengmyun after hearing Jessica loved it, and it’s now my favorite Korean dish.
One of the major reasons for my newfound interest in Korea was “Invincible Youth”. Korean variety shows are so different from American TV, and I was fascinated by them. I loved how the idols actually worked on the farm. I loved how they bonded with each other. Because of G7, I started listening to so many other artists. I found T-ara’s incredible “Absolute First Album” because of Hyomin. I started liking Secret, Kara, Brown Eyed Girls, all of them. I went from Girls’ Generation and IU to all current K-Pop artists because of that one show. However, Girls’ Generation was too special to be dethroned from being my favorite. The moment Yuri and Sunny left “Invincible Youth” was legitimately sad. From Sunny holding back her tears until the show wrapped but then breaking down at the very end, to Wanggu saying goodbye to Yuri as she wept, everything was so emotional because something truly special had been created with those girls and that village.
I wanted to go to Korea. I needed to see this place with my own eyes. I wanted to be engulfed by the language and the food and hearing Korean music as I walked the streets. There was a K-Pop contest for Americans, held in Los Angeles by the Korean Cultural Center in partnership with KBS World. Audition for a chance to be in the finals and perform on stage for a television show. The grand prize: a plane ticket to Korea and a seat in the audience at “Music Bank”. I was a rather shy person. Could I do it? Could I actually get on a stage in front of hundreds of people? I created an acoustic arrangement of “Into The New World”, a song fitting for my quest to go East, and auditioned. I made it to the finals, got into my car, and drove to LA. All the other contestants sang to back tracks, but I got up on that stage with nothing but my guitar. The MC asked who my favorite member of Girls’ Generation was. “Sunny, because she can catch chickens.” The crowd laughed. I was nervous, but I tried my best. Afterwards some audience members came up to me and said they really enjoyed my version of the song. I didn’t win, but as I drove home, I thought to myself, “What if the plane ticket wasn’t the real prize?” Because of Girls’ Generation, I gathered the courage to sing and play the guitar in front of a theater full of people, something I could not have done before. Something in me had changed. No longer was I afraid of the unknown. When I got home, I took a leap of faith and signed up for the Soshified field trip to Korea.
The Soshified trip to Korea was one of those rare life-changing experiences. Meeting SONEs was amazing. Seeing Girls’ Generation live was amazing. I went to Korea as a stranger to everyone but came away with friends whom I still speak to every day. I had thought I loved Girls’ Generation before, but seeing them in person raised the bar. You think you love them, but then you see Tiffany point directly at you and wink, and everything else that exists in the world just disappears. You think you love them, but then you see Sooyoung look you dead in the eye and say in English, “Thank you for coming”, and you realize that you might not know just how much you actually love these girls. When they lined up for “Into The New World” and everyone started singing along, I was in a moment of the most pure form of happiness. I was watching the personification of my own journey into a new world. I returned from Korea knowing that I would support these nine girls as long as I possibly could.
Since then I have become a writer for Soshified in order to contribute to the fandom that had given me so much. Because of Soshified, I was able to have one of the most important experiences of my entire life, and I had to give back. Through Girls’ Generation I have been able rekindle my love of writing that I had long since abandoned.
I’ve been to SM Town NYC and got to see the girls up close at the fanmeet. I went back to NYC and got to support the girls at “Live With Kelly” for their American debut and met the members (minus Jessica unfortunately) at the fansigning.
Through all of this, as amazing as meeting Girls’ Generation is, the fact that I could share all these incredible times with friends I met in Korea was even more special. SONEs are a large family, sometimes dysfunctional, but a family nonetheless. People on the outside looking in won’t understand, but when you see Tiffany taking pictures of the fans taking pictures of her, you know that there is a special bond between SONEs and Girls’ Generation, a bond that transcends languages and borders.
All of these experiences have in some way made me a better person than I was before I knew about Girls’ Generation. I might be much poorer from spending so much money, but I am undoubtedly richer for having experienced it all. SMTown LA has just been announced. It’s another opportunity to see the girls, another opportunity be with SONEs, and another opportunity to experience something new. It’s the next stop on the Soshi Express, and there’s no getting off this train. See you all in California and wherever else this journey takes me.
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Written by: MoonSoshi9@soshified
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This is one awesome article — emotionally resonant and deeply personal. Thank you. I’m sure we all identify with your experience; for me, “Run Devil Run” was my way in, I couldn’t get that beautiful girl with the don’t-mess-with-me attitude and powerful voice out of my head (I only realized later that that was a very unusual look for Taeyeon), and then Horror Movie Factory, Running Man sealed the deal for me. And come May 20, I will formally join the Sone family when I go to SM Town in LA!
I´m really crying right now ;_;
I love you SONEs. I love you SNSD <3
You really make my life complete. Some years ago I wouldn´t even have imagined that I would meet these incredible people.
The thing of SNSD and SONEs that I like the most, is how humble and good people they are.
I really admire you ^^
I will never get off from this Soshi Express~ Thank you <3
Gee is quite something isn’t it? It was actually the first song of SNSD I heard and just like you, it only took one song to suck me into the Soshi portal (ucwidt?)
An awesome post! :) I didn’t know Taeyeon sang “Can You Hear Me” till later on when I got to know more about the girls in 2009! her voice was really awesome! till now when I listen to her past videos and songs.. it never fails to make everything else disappear.. :) Into The New World gives off a very refreshing feeling! still feels that way after listening to it many times!
Thanks so much for this awesome post! It’s really touching.. ^^
As a brand new SoShi fan, the first half of this post really resonates with me currently and does so in a way that leaves me only wanting to experience even more.
Truly, the girls helped each and everyone of us know more about ourselves. I don’t even dance before because I’m just too shy or am afraid of mostly everything, but because I got to know the girls and got to meet fellow Sones, I get to dance again and have a lot of friends now. It truly is wonderful to be in the “Soshi Express”.
very cool and interesting way you came across SNSD
is their a forum where others can share how they found them too lol
Jon…that was a great story! I always enjoy hearing about how Sone have come to like SNSD. And now you have created a forum where anyone can recount their own experience of discovering SNSD. It’s amazing seeing how much excitement and personal realization has occurred for you in such a short time. It is really inspiring! And only with Soshi is it possible!!!
I just got this urge to comment. All sone may know SNSD in different ways bt I’m sure, through this Soshiexpress, our lives have changed for the better. This is the first and probaly the last time that I became a fan for any group. S<3NE 3Ever!
Another wonderful story about becoming a s♥ne..
Thanks for sharing friend..
I apologize because until now I can’t give something back to soshified…-__-
I feel the same way. Not being able to give back to snsd. I can’t buy their albums or go to their concerts, we don’t have enough money. All I have is YouTube. :(
Wow! your story is great :)
Mine was different but i dont know these Girls are just too good to be ignored and I am gonna say that they’ve topped my fave artists list and I dont think it will change.
Girls’ Generation will forever be number 1 for me.
and I’m thankful that I’ve found my way into a new world where in Girls’ Generation lives.
Thank you for sharing your story to us :)
I just got this urge to comment. All sone may know snsd in different ways bt I’m sure, through this Soshiexpress, our lives have changed for the better. This is the first and probably the last time that I became a fan for any group. S<3NE 4ever!
Great article, my friend :D ! Thanks for posting it !
I got on the “Soshi Express” when I first heard Taeyeon sing “Can You Hear Me” (from the Beethoven Virus OST) “live” and saw Tiffany in the “Fantastic” MV on Youtube. After that, it was the “Into The New World” MV, “Gee”, “Kissing You”, “Run Devil Run”, “Hoot”, etc. and, as they say, I was caught “hook,line and sinker” ;). The fact that the 9 ladies are also gorgeous, kind, helpful, dorky, funny, talented, humble people played a Big part too in my conversion to a SONE :lol: !
Cheers !
Kenneth.
i really want to see them in person someday~~~ SNSD….do a concert in the Philippines please~~! :D
That’s a cool story.
Mind was some kind different…
I knew SNSD…ever since their hit “Gee”. I knew there were many members, but didn’t know exactly how many. My friends tried to spread the soshi virus to me but I rejected them, I had no interest in kpop and musics during that time. I was more into dramas..kekeke
To be really honest, I saw articles them having surgeries, talentless, only have their legs and blablabla, which made me have a wrong impression with them.
I saw YoonA acting in “You are my destiny”, I watched Invincible youth a little, I saw them performing but still…no interest.
But I downloaded Gee and Hoot to my MP3 when I bought it during the Hoot era. No specific reason for Gee. I like Seohyun’s part in Hoot, the lyrics, so I downloaded the song XP
But still….no interest in the girls.
2011…this special year…
I met a hardcore sone in my class. When she knew I was half Korean, she started to tell me about her love for Korea and SNSD and also SuperJunior. In her thick file, there are 30% of idol pictures…==
She keeps showing and talks to me about it almost everyday. When she asked “Which group do you like? Who is ur idol?” My answer was always “None…I don’t have any.”
DAN DAN DAN Something happened!!!
I still remember…2011, April 17…it was around 4-6pm.
I was going to Facebook but I saw allkpop link so I clicked to it. “What’s allkpop?” I thought.
“SNSD TAEYEON BEING KIDNAPPED ON STAGE” I saw this topic when I was surfing allkpop.
Wow…this is cool. I started to find the video and downloaded it so I can show it to that hardcore fan the next day.
I was amazed, what kind of fan kidnaps an idol when she is on the stage dancing? Then a girl caught my attention. She was the one who turned immediately, the way she walked behind Taeyeon and pulled Taeyeon with her poker face was really cool in my eyes. Who is she? I searched SNSD and their name and weirdly, I forces my self to remember their name and success in 5 mins.
I need to know more about that Sunny. I watched a video where has Sunny aegyo.
What show was this video from? I started to think and keep finding their shows. I started with GGTS, it was okay, but since I wasn’t into them so I was bored. And went to HB.
And it was weird but everyday after school I will watch their videos and radio bora, just everything from 2007-2011, it seems unlimited…
I signed up for soshified and re watched GGTS. That’s when I thought “I’m a sone.”
That was very first time signing for a fanclub, and my very first time watching everything about a group.
My impression is now different, They are gorgeous,have a pretty heart, hard working, talented girls. and also I love soshi bond <3333
And really thinking back…."Wow, fantastic baby"
Maybe if it wasn't my friend, I wouldn't click that link and now I wouldn't be here writing this.
I will support them as long as i can with what i can do…I love Girls' Generation!!!
What a great article! You said that you had something changed because of thos 9 angels, fortunately me too!! I am still sitting in a class of senior high school but waiting for my graduation. But I still remember when last semester, my score was really really bad! I was ranked 3 in my class, from below of course! My teacher told me that I couldn’t graduate if I couldn’t raise My score. I was so mess, I didn’t like study at all, that’s why I got bad scores.
Until one day, I heard my friends love something called snsd, I searched it in youtube and mr taxi was the first MV I saw. “LUCKY ME!!” I got a gift from God that I won’t sleep everytime I watch beauty girls! And that’s my turning point, I always study while watching their MV, so I couldn’t get sleepy and glad to study. This semester, I got something that I haven’t even dreamed it yet, I got perfect score in math and chemistry. My parents were very proud of me, suddenly I sat on one of the best turning score of the year. That’s because those 9 angels. Now my friends told me that I am the ice prince(because I love jessica) and having Vencent effect(spreading soshi virus everywhere). Kekekeke
this is so well written ! I purposely logged in to comment ;D
Not 100% but I had a similiar ride :) I’m from Genie era.
omg a great applause !
Great article! :D It’s so wonderful to hear about your journey from knowing absolutely nothing about the girls to making a decision to be a Sone. :D
I’m just really floored by your honesty in expressing your emotion in the article. It’s so heartwarming and touching. :)
let me share you my story and how I become a SONE . “Genie” was the first song that Made me become a SONE. looking back in 2009 when I was pressing my Remote control randomly.”MYX” (a music Channel in the Philippines). was playing a Music video of 14 girls (at first I thought that they were 14) dancing their legs of
Nice post! You’re very lucky by the way, meeting them personally.
Let’s all enjoy the ride to the SOSHI express!
I was like you, a fan from the Hoot generation. Your journey was so similar to mine, I can’t help but reminisce. Everything from the shows you watched to the songs you heard, the only difference was the field trip, which unfortunately was not able to make it. Keep it up fellow SONE,we might meet each other as fellow writers, might apply in the future :)
This is great–greater than great.
I could say that, in my case, Oh! is my flyer to the train; Sooyoung took me inside; and…
Again, a beautiful article, this is..
I bet there are numerous sones who had been dreaming to meet SNSD once day. You are so lucky to be able to meet them. I am so jealous of you. And, I am impressed of your courage performing SNSD’s song in front of all the audience. You are just daebak! If i was you, i wouldn’t had done that. You are Sone’s pride as well as SNSD’s. SNSD need more fans like you. Let’s keep on supporting soshi together, and makes our life more consistently^^ Soshi daebak! SOSHI + SONE = UNBEATABLE!
We’ve had a similar experience… u are so lucky can abroad everywhere but I’m still thankful bcoz i just about went to their mini showcase at MALAYSIA,TWIN TOWER KL, eventhough it’s just take a short time being together on the same air with SNSD , but at the end ..when our 8 girls ( except YURI ) on the way leave the place OUT OF THE BLUE i making EYES CONTACT with SOOYOUNG n TIFFANY which are sat on the back seat of the car ….
Cool…I also love IU …She is cute and have powerful sound!!!(same as Taeyeon)
But IU is too thin…I guess she only eat half bowl of rice…