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About Me
Taeyeon's
only Taeyeon
just Taeyeon.
Taeyeon-ah..................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Taenggu-yah......
TaeTae...
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<3.................나도.
so i was looking at chrome hearts hoodies...
since I saw aeri uchinaga wearing some....
i really liked them.....
they are mostly black....
some are white....
so when i saw a blue one with a design i like....
i had to buy it lol....
and it is also a collab with matty boy....
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/HCN1Ung17x
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/LSA5OUrlnz
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/dhN9YZVhsz
i was also avoiding those with cross designs...
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EDIT: red velvet irene, seugi and wendy are here???
and would perform on the new year countdown in BGC???
awwwww... that so sweet of them....
instead of doing it in their own home with family and friends....
they would spend the new year's eve here...
philippine reveluvs are so blessed...
must be hard on irene,seulgi and wendy though....
the venue is just a 20 - 30 minute walk...
to where im currently staying....
maybe i should join the reveluvs in cheering for them?
give them strength and return the favor...
red velvet fighting!~ irene, wendy <3 , seulgi fighting~
the BGC area is a great shopping place..
i like the area... sm aura, and high street, etc
it has a nice city tourist view
great to walk around to sightsee and window-shop
i used to bar - hop in the BGC area when i was younger...
with family friends...
its safe... even if you get drunk and sleep in a bar. lol
i slept on bars... my belongings were always intact the next morning...
sometimes, i accidentally sleep on guard posts when drunk...
happy new year~
my different shapes, looks, and sizes through the years.....
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/74aIX7dB8d
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/A2HmpIN3R8
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/Cy2vM8I7dL
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/sOPHefHS0L
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/584tUrp48p
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/KFJwmrYgZ6
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/3R3bnZItKr
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/NKdGLUtBib
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/DFhBuUvcME
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/47nSVKK8ct
also,
i have been waiting for a waiting for a certain someone...
to upload a video of her singing covers to me....keke
just like she did almost every year in recent years... keke
but she did not post anything.... keke
si i will just upload a video of mine singing....
still uploading... will put the link here later
EDIT: upload finished~ ta-da~
https://www.veed.io/...856?panel=share
lol
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my song of the moment............
https://www.youtube....h?v=wx1_gBscKOU
merry christmas~
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name it seororo....
https://www.youtube....h?v=u19rLlk5P88
aoi todo is just like most fans of idols in the world
whatever we do, the songs and our delusions of the idol
pushes us to move forward
and encourages us to defeat our demons
and succeed in our endeavors....
https://www.youtube....h?v=4BQLE_RrTSU
also,
whenever i watch the anime frieren...
and look at frieren...
i think of aespa winter.lol.
especially when she had silver hair
she has an anime-girl similar look...
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miss u...
im going to korea to take care of you (just kidding~ )
please recover well...
and when you are already well, please stay healthy...
fighting~
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miss u <3
everything is same old~
i was about to talk to powerful nun about building something
that would benefit people...
but i suddenly got sick...
its the negative entities again trying to block its formation...
im good now but i had to delay the talk...
anyway, this is not new...
just have to deal with it...
maybe i've been a bad boy so they were able to get me
so aoi todo in JJK
finally arrived in shibuya
in the anime
https://www.youtube....h?v=iXtJhs3PI6Q
The bells of Gion monastery in India
echo with the warning that all things are impermanent
The blossoms of the sala trees teach us
through their hues
that what flourishes must fade. however!
we are the exceptions.
-- Aoi Todo, Jujutsu Kaisen
(EDIT: just found out he is quoting from the book
"The Tale of the Heike" written by
an anonymous author/s originally in japanese)
https://youtu.be/5qBP3AJ-jgI?t=294
i had weird dreams...
i dreamt of yul...
it's x-rated. lol. so wont tell. lol
i dreamt of aespa karina....
we were classmates and friends...
and were talking in the dream...
i forgot what we were talking about. lol
i think i dreamt of taenggu (fighting~) too...
but if im going to count.
it was tiffany (get well soon~) who appeared in my dreams
the most for the past years....
the only soshi member that didn't appear yet
in my dreams....
is seohyun. lol. when will seohyun appear in my dreams...
i also dreamed of crossing over the grasses
of a snowy mountain... with snow storms...
with my dad on my side slightly in front of me...
trying to brave the snow storm first in a protective stance...
but i still get hit by some snow storms of course. lol
https://www.youtube....rts/eP16VLNcQ0E
i dont care go on and tear me apart~
https://www.youtube....h?v=Fpn1imb9qZg
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happy birthday yul~
enjoy your day~
stay healthy~
have a great night~
fighting~
also, good luck to yoona's fanmeeting tour....
yoong fighting!~
also, my spotify wrapped and top songs and artists....
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/pFCAi4HVZh
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/YNxrK2R3YB
aespa and their songs are in top 6- 10 i think
photo of me~
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/w6vMwVavI5
with my nephew leaning at my sister and had his arms around me. lol
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https://www.youtube....h?v=T-_fEGwLnNU
LOL. aoi todo *facepalm*
https://www.youtube....h?v=4V0DAtAFzmo
so i spoiled myself from the manga lol
spoiler below. you have been warned
https://www.youtube....h?v=UzstnWIs_0M
also, i really enjoyed the animation in the anime
of the fight between sukuna and (vs)....
eight handled sword divergent sila divine general mahoraga
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/UMdt2HlNVH
new selca~ after exercising~
saw aespa after attending a children's birthday party...
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/s06hmwsRtx
the only one in the picture not looking at the camera,
is minjeongie.... lol
saw the jingle bell rock short videos...
i think ningie was the only one
who got the "rock on" handsign correctly
but people have already corrupted the use of the "love" handsign
as the "rock on" handsign, so i guess it is now acceptable...
its supposed to look like the devil horns.....
but whatever. lol
https://www.youtube....h?v=5_n6t9G2TUQ
of course taenggu did well again....
but who is X... baekhyun? ravi?
at this point, taeyeon can rap about her exes...
maybe flex them like drake. lol
and then break my heart again and again
with every mention of an ex. lol
https://www.youtube....h?v=6bDGbEQtkRM
^ my favorite in the album~
sigh seo ju hyun is just perfect....
i have no words, just music....
https://www.youtube....h?v=fiBvOKmuWKg
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ohhh.... karina...
its crazy, right? she's so beautiful and so sexy. so perfect
im trying my best to control myself
and not look at her often...
since i might develop an unhealthy obsession. lol
just like my unhealthy obsession with soshi before....
especially my obsession for.... nevermind,
jimini, you want to be my girlfriend?
im single and available
i do like seo ju hyun but she does not like me back
so im moving on. lol
but im sure a lot of men want you.lol
and maybe you like one or some of them...... *jealous*
whenever i see karina....
i get those goosebumps everytime....
she makes me want to listen to travis scott
https://www.youtube....h?v=QMIU3w1UTeY
https://www.youtube....h?v=f2YWfeFRZO0
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so sexy my seo juhyun........
my blood pressure really goes up when you do that.....
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/WBUgrR3BZW
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/mw0Gm5CMxr
can i.....can i......
can i ask you mom and dad....
for your hand in marriage.... keke... kidding.
also,
taenggu fighting~
jessica fighting~
soonkyu fighting~
hyoyeonie fighting~
yul fighting~
yoong fighting~
sooyoungie fighting~
please rest well and heal well miyoungie....
also, aespa fighting~
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/5UZkqC4cNy
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/CFVCwB4HsJ
ii-i--i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i
https://www.youtube....h?v=C59dJfEFz2w
singer of song above also sang this song (lol):
https://www.youtube....h?v=U48fb7Nx1A8
he sang this too:
https://www.youtube....h?v=jgsD3kQA8Zg
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advances from lgbt happens but it's quite rare...
i also get these kinds of advances from girls....
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/9QtzHTg6RH
do you wanna ride me too?.....
piggyback ride? keke....
i will carry you and piggyback you around the parks in seoul...
https://www.youtube....h?v=D0JTx6HDGZQ
o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o
https://www.youtube....h?v=LW1107iaxLQ
https://www.youtube....h?v=UEkUuduPzSk
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oh, so sooyoung is playing that role in theater? (fighting~ )
i remember a film like that but its a guy in love with another guy....
https://en.wikipedia...ainbow's_Sunset
this reminded me of a gay professor i had in college.....
he is a bodybuilder and likes exercising, working out and biking.....
he is also intelligent but a little too strict....
he usually brags that he looks like brad pitt. lol
but I think he looks more like matt damon
everyone in the campus believes he is a closet gay...
i remember seeing him at the corridors one day...
i greeted him as I usually do with all professors i know...
he usually greets back,,,
but on that day, he just stared at me.......
and then he dropped the books he is carrying on the ground....
he picked them up and then he just walked past me...
he did it quickly without looking at me or greeting me....
i was surprised and in my mind i was like, wtf is that lol.
this professor then failed me in a test. lol
so i went to his office to complain.....
but he just said:
"are we going to talk about academics again?
why don't we just get some coffee instead?"
i refused. lol. so he failed me and i just accepted it....
and then he said:
"no hard feelings?"
I got surprised and asked what?!!
he just repeated it
"no hard feelings?"
i just shaked my head left and right
and politely went out of his office. lol
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https://www.youtube....h?v=Xq2925VM49Q
https://www.youtube....h?v=jHo9UW6diOA
https://www.youtube....h?v=Erfwu3DQYPU
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https://yourimagesha...m/ib/ChSJ6a6mGc
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/T4rSBCVK9d
haven't lifted weights for around a year...
but they are still big....
although i did lift weights for most of my 20s and early 30s...
https://yourimagesha...m/ib/Hf1Um1Rtct
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
go on top babe....
look in my eyes only....
also, when you see it.....lol
enjoying her visuals and talents...wow
so relaxing and heartwarming....
also waiting for taenggu's album? in november? fighting~
of course, aespa's comeback too.....
fighting!~ jimini, ningie, aeri, minjeongie....................
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a screenshot back in the day....
when bitcoin was at 11,000 - 12,000 usd
i got negative available balance
because i was doing x2 leverage (CFD).lol
i dont recommend CFD to others
unless you know what you're doing
this was just one of my positions.
i actually invested and traded other
altcoins/cryptocurrencies too...
"a rising tide lifts all boats"
bitcoin is not easy, you need to study
do your homework. scope the market
its very volatile and goes down a lot
but goes up a lot more
its a wild ride~
orgasmic euphoria when you finally profit.lol
https://www.coindesk.com/price/bitcoin
i recommended bitcoin
back when it was at 9000 - 12000 usd level
now it is at 40,000 usd level
you could have tripled your money
in around a year
instead of running a business or company
if your goal is just earning money
then you could have reached your goal
but if you have other unselfish goals
like helping other people,
then youre doing a good job, fighting~
i really think this has a long way to go
but better to invest when price goes down a bit
i ran companies before with other people
game development company and call center
tripling your money is difficult to do,
especially in a year or two,,,,
also, since the buddhist temple is already in place
i hope i can have money too for a catholic church
if you earn a lot in cryptocurrency,
i hope you donate to good causes,,, fighting~
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meeting a spiritual guru who taught me a lot of things in life
is something that i also wish for everyone
one does not really find a guru,
it's the other way around, a guru would find you
but only if you're open or ready.
a spiritual guru is different in a sense that
most gurus would teach you to be the best,
to know everything, to trample on others on your way to the top
some people believe they are better than others
and so they believe they are their own guru,
thats okay, but it's really different from a spiritual guru,
who would teach you to serve people at their worst,
to know nothing, to let others trample on you
not to make you miserable but to discover your inner strength
and in the process, find inner peace and purpose
a spiritual guru would not spoon feed you, it would be hard
a lot of it would really depend on you
one of my gurus, a lama/monk has exiled himself since last year.
monks do this when they saw their own deaths already
so they spend the rest of their lives meditating in exile
im not sure what happened to him, and even if
i think i failed him by not succeeding him in his temple works
i still hope he's still there somewhere connected to me
from the physical world, or from the spiritual world.
and i hope i can do something else for him
and also, i need some guru-level guidance here. lol
just like everyone, im also confused in the current condition of humanity
sunday evening thoughts~ lol
so im going to share some of my prayers
and meditation chants~
these are basic ones, i do more with rituals
i only know catholic and buddhist practices
im sure other religions have their own
the key is just pray hard and religiously ~
for the catholic prayers, it would be novenas
that one has to pray religiously for 9 days
after 9 days, repeat it again
and again and again~
have your rosary ready.
divine mercy novena:
https://www.ewtn.com...ns/novena-13366
(make sure to include the divine mercy chaplet)
54 day rosary novena:
https://www.romancat...-rosary-novena/
(dont miss a day)
novena for impossible requests:
http://www.catholicp...sible-requests/
(do this for 9 months without missing a day)
you can also pray the novenas
asking for saints' intercession
for healing, i recommend saint padre pio,
st michael the archangel, and saint jude thaddeus
for buddhist practices, i recommend chants
for healing and general wellness, i recommend
the Medicine Buddha
before chanting, be sure to be in deep meditation
you will know that you are deep enough
if you dont feel your surroundings anymore
if you're not aware of your surroundings anymore
there's a lot to chant but for healing:
take note of:
Medicine Buddha Dharani (just the dharani)
Medicine Buddha Mantra ( i do tibetan)
chant them in this order under deep meditation:
Medicine Buddha Sutra
Medicine Buddha Dharani 108 times
Medicine Buddha Sutra
Medicine Buddha Mantra 108 times
Medicine Buddha Sutra
after you are finished, say this:
"I dedicate the merits of this deed to all human beings all over the world"
"especially for the complete healing and recovery of"
"all those afflicted by the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"
"and all other calamities and disasters"
"and for all human beings to be free from the threat"
"of the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"
"and all other calamities and disasters"
basic stuff, no incense burning, blowing, etc. lol
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mwah~ healing kiss~ lol
lol.. anyway,
hope you're well. sleep well~
*excited* lol
stay well~ fighting taenggu~
be happy with panda... keke,,, fighting~
what do i call u fighting~
fighting~~~
i like playlist and galaxy
but all the songs are good as usual~
fightaeng~ congrats~
apology accepted
kidding aside, it's okay
nothing to apologize. fighting~
stay well~ fightng~
you did well~ fighting~ sleep well
fighting~ sleep well~ have a great day~
lol. fighting~
stay well~
taenggu fighting~
fighting~ stay well~
your life, fighting~
have a great week~ fighting~
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*cringe* lol
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Possesed...
Not possesed. lol
(8++ year old female lhasa apso.. she had puppies already... still looks like a puppy though.lol)
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