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yuri-yah~ happy birthday yul!
your life, fighting~
are you a haunted house?...
because im gonna scream when im inside you.
(lol. learned it from the internet lol)
christmas trees everywhere~
was passing by the neighbor's house...
while driving.... and....
impressive car collection...
maserati, porsche, and lamborghini...
and if you look closely...
you can see thanos and iron man~
actually, batman, dr strange and others...
are also there...
it is quite rare to see these cars in the neighborhood...
because most of the time, they are in their garage...
and not really easily viewable. lol
a lot of these rich people are happy
and sleep well at night, and have a good life...
now, i dont know what suffering they experienced
to get there....but the point is,
you can be rich and happy and have it all...
or be really lucky... at some point in your life...
some people need to stop assuming that
all these rich people are sad. lol
some people are rich in money, happiness, and everything...
they are rich in spiritual needs, they donate to charities,
have good intentions and are genuinely good people...
and thats okay... i see them and im happy for them..
i hope everyone else would be happy for them too..
theres no need to let our egos judge them...
dont get triggered if they have it all its okay~
for me, it is okay that they are rich and have it all...
as long as they are contributing to the society...
at the same time, i think the "beatitudes"
is also real.. it is very difficult for the rich
to actually be genuinely good people
and have good spiritual standing...
and to enter the kingdom of heaven....
i wonder whos in "prime video"...
i heard sir lee sooman will have a documentary here
random photo and video at the mall~
dinner~ with 6 adults and 1 child~
cats randomly strolling around. lol
so i was watching movies and dramas...
and recently, i started turning the volume up
whenever there is a kissing scene...
because i got curious... if girls really moan..
and in some kissing scenes, they really do moan...
sometimes, the romantic music blocks the kissing sounds...
i got curious because i remembered all the girls i kissed...
they moaned... and im pretty sure my hands were not moving...
they were just at their back or on their shoulders...
i was randomly comparing . lol
of course, i did watch some korean dramas and movies...
my sister recently got a disney plus account
and we all went on to watch some of the shows there
of course, aside from yoona,
i still did watch shows in netflix
that has sooyoung and seohyun in it...
im also excited about tiffany's appearance in a show...
and her new music...
im also glad taeyeon recovered well from covid...
im excited what she will sing next...
im excited where dj hyo would dj next.,,
maybe im at the area and could party...
im also anticipating yul's new show at discovery channel...
and still watching soonkyu's shows...
i also want to listen to jessica's music...
im still hoping she will reconcile with the 8..
make me cry jessica~
do you sometimes find yourself at the weird part of the internet...
i was actually at this sub at reddit...
i like reddit...
it is one of the few honest social media right now...
with little restrictions regarding opinions...
maybe people are encouraged because of the anonymity...
if i want honest opinions,
that doesnt follow mainstream media and the crowd...
and does not have biased restrictions...
i go to reddit. of course, you still take it with a grain of salt...
and weigh down the facts...
anyway, so i was at this sub at reddit...
and in this sub last week, giselle of aespa was the queen...
now, im not sure if she would like to be queen there...
because the people there are...
horny, perverted boys, who honestly say their
horny opinions. lol. of course other kpop girls are also there,
but for a few days, giselle was queen....of the perverts. lol
it is after aespa attended the acqua di parma event...
and sexy pictures of giselle were posted there...
of course karina is consistently there,
because of her perfect sexy figure....
ningning too, because of her assets...
and sometimes, winter,
when she dances sexy...
actually during soshi's forever 1 promotions,
people there were raving about yoona...
and how she is so sexy and thicc... sorry. lol
but im using the words i saw there. lol
of course at that time, pictures and videos of her....
were all over that part of reddit...
anyway, this is the weird part of the internet i went to. lol
i also go to reddit for current events
and see the honest opinions of the masses...
been humming and singing this song........................
jog or walk with me~
i know i just went back home...
but i really wanted to go back to japan again...
i actually want to live there. lol
いっしょ に、にほんへ いきませんか？
before anything else,
as someone who likes partying at itaewon...,
it was really sad to see that news...
i offer my thoughts and prayers
to the victims and their families...
so moving on,
i am trying to be positive here,
would just post a few pictures..
mt fuji and skies...
wanted to go at the universal studios in japan
at a halloween night...
but i wasnt able to go -__-;;
so i just went on a sunny day...
there are a lot of people...
like pre-pandemic level amounts of people...
went to universal studios japan
with my family...then went to a hotel with them...
i went to the hotel with my dinosaur headgear...
passing public places outside universal studios.
why were people laughing and talking about me
i was just a normal person with dinosaur headgear
walking around in public outside the park lol
airplane and airport...
there are more pictures, and other places
but thats all i am posting here folks.
^while trying to look for answers in the internet...
i came across old posts about me. lol
this was 5 years ago... a lot happened since then...
the writer/blogger was a good friend
i havent contacted him for a long time
aside from the fact that im not really good
at keeping in touch with people,
i feel like im not yet ready...
because i think i become a burden to him
whenever he helps me in dealing
with negative entities....
he gets affected...
so i should be stronger....
the amulet "vajrapani ruel" really helped me a lot
but i really want to change the way
that "exchange of energies"
was used to invite it...
this concept of exchange of energies...
is something that i disagree with, especially if it involves money...
and the concept of buying and selling..
but i do believe in assessment and divination
to know the rightful owner of an amulet...
i believe amulets are just really for people who really need it....
one can live without it...
you can actually find some complaints about the writer.lol
about not receiving the amulets that they "paid" for
these amulets sometimes refuse a person...
so it does not get to them
it took a long time but he managed to pay back
all those who were complaining...
some people just really dont need it....
in fact, you can have a more powerful effect
from regular prayers, meditation,
and doing good deeds....
the blog i linked shared a lot of other ways
to have the same effect as owning an amulet...
it is full of knowledge regarding
feng shui, buddhism, and life...
you can actually contact the writer
but he rarely responds... even in the past...
maybe he wont respond now...
back then, he even ships internationally..
he became busy with his businesses...
and he lessened his involvement
in the distribution of amulets...
just a word of warning
that there are a lot of fake amulets...
with sellers just wanting to get your money...
without having your desired effect...
you have to get one from a legit source...
like in the temple itself...
years ago, i did get some amulets from the writer...
that helped me and my family a lot..
and have made me closer
to my catholic roots...
despite the buddhist or taoist nature of the amulets....
my favorite is the vajrapani ruel....
when bitcoin was at 11,000 - 12,000 usd
i got negative available balance
because i was doing x2 leverage (CFD).lol
i dont recommend CFD to others
unless you know what you're doing
this was just one of my positions.
i actually invested and traded other
"a rising tide lifts all boats"
bitcoin is not easy, you need to study
do your homework. scope the market
its very volatile and goes down a lot
but goes up a lot more
its a wild ride~
orgasmic euphoria when you finally profit.lol
i recommended bitcoin
back when it was at 9000 - 12000 usd level
now it is at 40,000 usd level
you could have tripled your money
in around a year
instead of running a business or company
if your goal is just earning money
then you could have reached your goal
but if you have other unselfish goals
like helping other people,
then youre doing a good job, fighting~
i really think this has a long way to go
but better to invest when price goes down a bit
i ran companies before with other people
game development company and call center
tripling your money is difficult to do,
especially in a year or two,,,,
also, since the buddhist temple is already in place
i hope i can have money too for a catholic church
if you earn a lot in cryptocurrency,
i hope you donate to good causes,,, fighting~
meeting a spiritual guru who taught me a lot of things in life
is something that i also wish for everyone
one does not really find a guru,
it's the other way around, a guru would find you
but only if you're open or ready.
a spiritual guru is different in a sense that
most gurus would teach you to be the best,
to know everything, to trample on others on your way to the top
some people believe they are better than others
and so they believe they are their own guru,
thats okay, but it's really different from a spiritual guru,
who would teach you to serve people at their worst,
to know nothing, to let others trample on you
not to make you miserable but to discover your inner strength
and in the process, find inner peace and purpose
a spiritual guru would not spoon feed you, it would be hard
a lot of it would really depend on you
one of my gurus, a lama/monk has exiled himself since last year.
monks do this when they saw their own deaths already
so they spend the rest of their lives meditating in exile
im not sure what happened to him, and even if
i think i failed him by not succeeding him in his temple works
i still hope he's still there somewhere connected to me
from the physical world, or from the spiritual world.
and i hope i can do something else for him
and also, i need some guru-level guidance here. lol
just like everyone, im also confused in the current condition of humanity
sunday evening thoughts~ lol
so im going to share some of my prayers
and meditation chants~
these are basic ones, i do more with rituals
i only know catholic and buddhist practices
im sure other religions have their own
the key is just pray hard and religiously ~
for the catholic prayers, it would be novenas
that one has to pray religiously for 9 days
after 9 days, repeat it again
and again and again~
have your rosary ready.
divine mercy novena:
(make sure to include the divine mercy chaplet)
54 day rosary novena:
(dont miss a day)
novena for impossible requests:
(do this for 9 months without missing a day)
you can also pray the novenas
asking for saints' intercession
for healing, i recommend saint padre pio,
st michael the archangel, and saint jude thaddeus
for buddhist practices, i recommend chants
for healing and general wellness, i recommend
the Medicine Buddha
before chanting, be sure to be in deep meditation
you will know that you are deep enough
if you dont feel your surroundings anymore
if you're not aware of your surroundings anymore
there's a lot to chant but for healing:
take note of:
Medicine Buddha Dharani (just the dharani)
Medicine Buddha Mantra ( i do tibetan)
chant them in this order under deep meditation:
Medicine Buddha Sutra
Medicine Buddha Dharani 108 times
Medicine Buddha Sutra
Medicine Buddha Mantra 108 times
Medicine Buddha Sutra
after you are finished, say this:
"I dedicate the merits of this deed to all human beings all over the world"
"especially for the complete healing and recovery of"
"all those afflicted by the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"
"and all other calamities and disasters"
"and for all human beings to be free from the threat"
"of the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"
"and all other calamities and disasters"
basic stuff, no incense burning, blowing, etc. lol
while pooping on the toilet
mwah~ healing kiss~ lol
hope you're well. sleep well~
stay well~ fighting taenggu~
be happy with panda... keke,,, fighting~
what do i call u fighting~
i like playlist and galaxy
but all the songs are good as usual~
kidding aside, it's okay
nothing to apologize. fighting~
stay well~ fightng~
you did well~ fighting~ sleep well
fighting~ sleep well~ have a great day~
fighting~ stay well~
your life, fighting~
have a great week~ fighting~
There can be miracles when you believe~
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But a little bit of drama is alright with me. but only if it's real and spins you round and around and around
The darker the night, the more you shine for me. You're my bling star
When autumn passes and winter comes, with the warmth from our hands, we walk together - how great is your love
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