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wow... why is everyone so sexy....
made some good stuff....
want to have some?
followed this recipe:
but i think vegetarian oyster sauce is a nice addition
before i cleaned myself
wanna get dirty with me? lol. just kidding
debating with myself if i should put this comment here....
I have been humming these songs
ever since i head it from seohyun
shhhhh.,... its a secret~
and its making me smile everytime i watch her video
beautiful face of an angel
beautiful smile of an angel
beautiful voice of an angel...... sigh..
of course, i feel the same to all the beautiful girls
of soshi and aespa~
but it's only seohyun that i want to admire from afar....
the others, i want to admire closer nearby. keke. joke
at a huggable distance. kekeke.... just kidding~
now let me watch it again... ^__^
two cardiologists said that...
my heart is normal...
and that I should just rest
and avoid strenuous activities
and check my heart rate and blood pressure.
but there is still intermittent chest pain
and palpitations and other weird things
will still see the results of other tests.
im pretty sure the doctors are just being positive
which is good....
one of the doctors said
that this is a side effect of the vaccine
and should be gone in 2 weeks...
so.... i have been reading in reddit....
and saw that this is a side effect of the vaccine
and should last from 2 weeks to 2 months...
and that it could affect everyone
who took the mRNA vaccines (pfizer and moderna)
the media is blocking this info
and lots of similar info are being deleted
in social media
maybe to avoid panic and fear of the vaccine
so.... i guess i will just have to live
with the pain and discomfort for a while...
and just dance (in the shower) through the pain
i love you too. fighting~
please dont do/say that often....
it turns me on. keke
i might get obsessed with you.
also, i rarely get any kind of care
from others... but by giving away love
i constantly empty my cup
and receive fresh love
it is impossible to give genuine love
or love that really cares for others
on a premise of selfish self-love
that think about the self first
it should be balanced
give love first then love yourself for it
Jesus gave away His life for us...
the Buddha, during a lifetime where he was a prince
allowed himself to be eaten by a tiger
that was hungry and just gave birth
in order to save the tiger cubs
that are about to be eaten by the mother tiger
this is in the Golden Light Sutra
so who would you follow?
Jesus and Buddha or the new age thought?
conquer the dark night of the soul
also, there is a reason why exorcists
do not have a family or a lot of loved ones....
it is because negative entities are vengeful beings....
that is their nature...
if they cant break the exorcist,
they will break the ones they dearly love....
so thread carefully.....
why?... because you miss me?....
to be honest, in my eyes... right now....
you are the most beautiful in the whole universe...
but i will just admire you from afar~
since my perception of you might change
if i am near you. LOL. just kidding~
but seeing you is a breath of fresh air.
the guy who would see you beside him in bed
everytime he wakes up in the morning
is one lucky guy
novavax was my preferred covid vaccine
but i got the moderna shot
after the first dose, my heart felt really weird
like it is beating faster and harder
feels like fluttering like it is in love. LOL
after a week, it exhibits a few seconds of chest pain.
i still feel it even if it has been a week already
but it is weird because....
i am not below 30 years old. lol
it usually happens to healthy young males
below 30 years old.
although at an extremely rare occurence,
it can reach those at around 39 years old.
also, this the first shot,
it usually happens after the second shot.
anyway, i have asked a consultation
to one of the best cardiologists in the country.
i will just be doing some tests first.
of course i have been asking help
from some of the best healers around,
the medicine Buddha, and Jesus
dancing in the shower playlist~
the aespa unnie line teaser photos
are gorgeous.... pretty...
so gorgeous seo juhyun..........
what will you do if you stay in my mind... keke
so beautiful and so sexy.....
seo juhyun..... i am so turned on....
i should go meditate quickly.
also, if anyone want to sing for me,
you can also look at seo juhyun's singing
so refreshing.... and fairy-tale-like.lol
if taeyeon's singing feels like an on-and-off relationship
in which you never know how it ends...
yes, it is exciting. lol
seohyun's singing feels like a calm, fairy tale
like it would end on happily ever after...
until something wild happens. lol
so it is also unpredictable
both are great
you should also establish something unique for yourself
tiffany's feels like...
red green red green you've been waiting
to unwrap me. wrap me, in your arms
is where im happy....
jessica's feels like sir tyler peace ^_^v
yuri's feels like... ah~ ah~ oohwoo~
hyo's feels like.. you know what i deserve~ dessert~
sunny's feels like a collar
yoona's feels like.. summer night~
sooyoung's feels like...
take a chance, make a change and breakaway~
happy birthday hyoyeon!!!!!~
i saw it. you are beautiful. fighting~
such a happy and funny anime~ ^__^
have a happy and great day today and tomorrow beautiful~
very nice anime my fantasy dream. keke
made me laugh and smile
korean fans are really crazy...
maybe i should have done the same on a soshi concert. lol
just jump up then get a hug
then jump back down
then run or something. lol
the medicine buddha mantra and
medicine buddha sutra helped me a lot...
during the time i was having a hard time
with a very upset painful stomach....
(with frequent trips to the toilet for water shitting)
when i had the chance (cannot do this in the toilet),
i put my giving hand (healing hand) on my stomach
and recited the medicine buddha mantra 108x.
the toilet visits stopped, and i was able to feel comfort
after a long time. i gradually felt better after that.
everyone should be able to do it too.
but some may need to recite more than 108x
it is so much better if you recite it for others
while putting your giving hand on them to heal them
and facing them while reciting.
it is less effective if you do it on
family, friends, and self,
you will have to do more effort,
like reciting the mantra more.
or having more experience in meditating and healing
and in reciting the mantra
so seductive taenggu.... so sexy....
im feeling feelings that i wont tell.keke.
anyway. i hope she stays well. fighting~
im on a gorillaz playlist~
argh!............ seo juhyun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you really have to post that....
so beautiful and so sexy................
too hot too hot.
im feeling weak. lol. argh
i must go meditate
on quarantine and just passing time and
just lying or sitting on bed most of the time. lol
i had mild shortness off breath
but im recovering now...
i haven't experienced all these symptoms before
on past covid episodes...
if this is the delta variant,
then it is deadly......
ah... i got covid again. mild case again
i had watery diarrhea
as in im shitting just water since yesterday
while shitting frequently
and just recently, i have itchy throat
i was coughing but i sprayed something
in my throat
so im not coughing that much now
but im taking solace in the fact
that i would probably develop better immunity
for possible future deadlier variants
but of course, you will have more immunity
if you have vaccine shots as well
anyway, i feel weak and tired so i need to rest~
i had fatigue and muscle pains since yesterday
but the thing that made this episode worst...
is the frequent water shitting. lol
(watching aespa and soshi videos made me
feel better~ fighting~ )
*i had a chance to get vaccinated
but i gave the slots to other people
im just waiting for another slot for myself
a gif of me~
i was heavier back then...
and i did not have a skincare routine...
but when i look at myself right now...
nothing much really changed. LOL
if you want to sing to me....
then you have to touch my heart and soul....
heart and soul.... thank you taenggu.....
big shoes to fill
but if you can do it,
i will consider being with you.... lol. keke.just kidding. joke
no pressure~ dont worry, i will cheer you on~
been accumulating skills (cryptoblades)
since around 5-6 USD... traded it and earned...
now i started playing it
play to earn... its nice
bought the dip in crypto.lol
and have been jumping around trying to catch gains
i was profiting on it until now
it is now time to hodl. lol
crypto... had made a complete mockery and foolery
about everything i know about business, education, and work. lol
imagine if you have 1,000,000 USD. and you invested it
in a good business. and after 5- 10 years...
you made 50,000,000 USD. pretty large profit. congratulations;
but that is after all the hardwork and sacrifices...
and there is this other guy with 1,000,000 USD as well...
he saw people talking about DOGE and went all in..
after less than a year...around 4 months... it became 50,000,000 USD too. LOL
and what did that guy do? nothing.
he just followed everyone and slept well at night
and was chill while everyone was bashing DOGE
mai <3. shoko (older one) <3. rio <3
kekeke. im late in joining the party though. lol
a lot of people earned 10x (1000%) or more already...
a few earned 100x... and the bullrun is still ongoing~
some may become billionaires in this crypto bull run...
i hope the money is used to help the needy sentient beings..
especially now that the world needs it... fighting~
when bitcoin was at 11,000 - 12,000 usd
i got negative available balance
because i was doing x2 leverage (CFD).lol
i dont recommend CFD to others
unless you know what you're doing
this was just one of my positions.
i actually invested and traded other
"a rising tide lifts all boats"
bitcoin is not easy, you need to study
do your homework. scope the market
its very volatile and goes down a lot
but goes up a lot more
its a wild ride~
orgasmic euphoria when you finally profit.lol
i recommended bitcoin
back when it was at 9000 - 12000 usd level
now it is at 40,000 usd level
you could have tripled your money
in around a year
instead of running a business or company
if your goal is just earning money
then you could have reached your goal
but if you have other unselfish goals
like helping other people,
then youre doing a good job, fighting~
i really think this has a long way to go
but better to invest when price goes down a bit
i ran companies before with other people
game development company and call center
tripling your money is difficult to do,
especially in a year or two,,,,
also, since the buddhist temple is already in place
i hope i can have money too for a catholic church
if you earn a lot in cryptocurrency,
i hope you donate to good causes,,, fighting~
tsundere love~ (yes, im team c. lol)
i randomly watched the first episode in animax
and thought that it would be action-packed
because of the presence yakuza and gangsters
and how the locket of the main character looked like
but then i got hooked and....
ah... young love i found myself smiling watching this
imagine not having feelings or attraction for someone
and then it gradually developed and grew over time...
even though you hate each other's guts
finally having feelings for that person
despite all his/her bad traits...
and devoid of material and sexual desires...
(which is probably the one i grew to know.lol)
just pure love. it's a rare kind of love, right?
or does it only happen in shows? lol
i think im now a weeb. lol. and chitoge is my waifu~
raku can just settle with kosaki (poor girl, really)
if true love.. as the video above claims...
is being able to change another person..
then does that mean i am in love...
with my gurus??? LOL XD haha. not~
so let me talk about my favorite guru
the one who went into self-exile...
he does not talk about himself
all information i know about him...
was relayed by a fellow follower (who also taught me a lot)
he said... that our guru has a degree in physics
he is just not sure if it's masters or doctors
and thats why he always emphasize
the law of conservation of energy
and that science should go hand in hand with faith
he said... that our guru helped a lot
of "crazy rich asians" lol and that most
became rich with the help of our guru's guidance
he said... that one of china's richest
who was always a loser went to our guru
that this guy had bad luck but is a good person
so our guru helped him
no names were mentioned for privacy
but the story of the guy is similar to jack ma's
he said... that when our guru went to singapore
by the order of the dalai lama in his younger days...
he had nothing, but he believed he can build something
and he was able to build a big temple
that helped a lot of people and got a lot of help too
he said... that singapore was not a rich nation yet
when our guru arrived in that country
and that our guru helped a lot of people,
including businessmen and the government
and that our guru helped in the background
and was the unsung hero of singapore's success today
one time, i argued with our guru because
i was quite sure of what i know...
our guru acknowledged my argument
and talked to my fellow disciple regarding the matter
he said... our guru thinks there are a lot more to learn
and a lot more he (our guru) does not know
regarding the topic we argued.. and acknowledged my point
i said... this person with wisdom that can move
mountains.. humbly said that?
(while most people want to be always right)
regarding a point raised from a normal person
way below his level? and so i followed him
and even if in my standards, i wasn't a good student........
our guru still believed in me..........
meeting a spiritual guru who taught me a lot of things in life
is something that i also wish for everyone
one does not really find a guru,
it's the other way around, a guru would find you
but only if you're open or ready.
a spiritual guru is different in a sense that
most gurus would teach you to be the best,
to know everything, to trample on others on your way to the top
some people believe they are better than others
and so they believe they are their own guru,
thats okay, but it's really different from a spiritual guru,
who would teach you to serve people at their worst,
to know nothing, to let others trample on you
not to make you miserable but to discover your inner strength
and in the process, find inner peace and purpose
a spiritual guru would not spoon feed you, it would be hard
a lot of it would really depend on you
one of my gurus, a lama/monk has exiled himself since last year.
monks do this when they saw their own deaths already
so they spend the rest of their lives meditating in exile
im not sure what happened to him, and even if
i think i failed him by not succeeding him in his temple works
i still hope he's still there somewhere connected to me
from the physical world, or from the spiritual world.
and i hope i can do something else for him
and also, i need some guru-level guidance here. lol
just like everyone, im also confused in the current condition of humanity
sunday evening thoughts~ lol
so im going to share some of my prayers
and meditation chants~
these are basic ones, i do more with rituals
i only know catholic and buddhist practices
im sure other religions have their own
the key is just pray hard and religiously ~
for the catholic prayers, it would be novenas
that one has to pray religiously for 9 days
after 9 days, repeat it again
and again and again~
have your rosary ready.
divine mercy novena:
(make sure to include the divine mercy chaplet)
54 day rosary novena:
(dont miss a day)
novena for impossible requests:
(do this for 9 months without missing a day)
you can also pray the novenas
asking for saints' intercession
for healing, i recommend saint padre pio,
st michael the archangel, and saint jude thaddeus
for buddhist practices, i recommend chants
for healing and general wellness, i recommend
the Medicine Buddha
before chanting, be sure to be in deep meditation
you will know that you are deep enough
if you dont feel your surroundings anymore
if you're not aware of your surroundings anymore
there's a lot to chant but for healing:
take note of:
Medicine Buddha Dharani (just the dharani)
Medicine Buddha Mantra ( i do tibetan)
chant them in this order under deep meditation:
Medicine Buddha Sutra
Medicine Buddha Dharani 108 times
Medicine Buddha Sutra
Medicine Buddha Mantra 108 times
Medicine Buddha Sutra
after you are finished, say this:
"I dedicate the merits of this deed to all human beings all over the world"
"especially for the complete healing and recovery of"
"all those afflicted by the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"
"and all other calamities and disasters"
"and for all human beings to be free from the threat"
"of the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"
"and all other calamities and disasters"
basic stuff, no incense burning, blowing, etc. lol
while pooping on the toilet
then dont die.
how are you going to see and meet Purple more often
now and in the future. fightiiing~
i kid you not.. when I say that...
...your smile is really my everything...
not just today... but today and in the future. until forever. please.
fightiiiiiing~ have a great weekend~
stay safe. be well. feel better. stay healthy. please. fighting~
kookie greets you hbd [photo] me too [photo] lol
fightiiiiiing~ rest well~ sleep well~ fighting~
have a great day~ fightiiing~
be well. feel happy. be better. stay safe. be healthy. please.
be fine. feel fine. youré fine. lol
it's beautiful... just like you.
have a great night~ fightiiing~
stay safe. be healthy. be happy. feel better. feel well. please.
for me, this is the best part of the concert.... fightiiing~
good morning beautiful... *forehead kiss* have a great day... fightiiing~
hope you slept well... be well. feel better. be healthy. be happy. stay safe. please.
hope you're well... i love you... :* only you. fightaeng 4eva~ ~ ~ ilysm~.
hello beautiful~ have a great night~ fightiiing~ :* ....
stay safe. be well. be healthy. feel better. be happy. please. rest well, eat well, sleep well..
t.c.c.i.c.... i.l.y... only you. <3 zero fighting~ i like you a lot and want you~.
mwah~ healing kiss~ lol
hope you're well. sleep well~
stay well~ fighting taenggu~
be happy with panda... keke,,, fighting~
what do i call u fighting~
i like playlist and galaxy
but all the songs are good as usual~
kidding aside, it's okay
nothing to apologize. fighting~
stay well~ fightng~
you did well~ fighting~ sleep well
fighting~ sleep well~ have a great day~
fighting~ stay well~
your life, fighting~
have a great week~ fighting~
There can be miracles when you believe~
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