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only Taeyeon
just Taeyeon.


wow...  why is everyone so sexy....

beautiful.... sarangheyo~ :D





made some good stuff....

want to have some? :D








followed this recipe:


but i think vegetarian oyster sauce is a nice addition




dirty look~  keke

before i cleaned myself

wanna get dirty with me? lol. just kidding





debating with myself if  i should put  this comment here....


I have been humming these songs

ever since i head it from seohyun

shhhhh.,... its a secret~ :D

and its making me smile everytime i watch her video 


beautiful face of an angel

beautiful smile of an angel

beautiful voice of an angel...... sigh.. :)

of course, i feel the same to all the beautiful girls

of soshi and aespa~

but it's only seohyun that i want to admire  from afar....

the others, i want to admire closer nearby. keke. joke

at a huggable distance. kekeke.... just kidding~

now let me watch it again... ^__^






dancing (in the shower) trough the pain

playlist..... :D 




two cardiologists said that...

my heart is normal...

and that I should just rest

and avoid strenuous activities

and check my heart  rate and blood pressure.

but there is still intermittent chest pain

and palpitations and other weird things

will still see the results of other tests.

im pretty sure the doctors are just being positive

which is good....

one of the doctors said

that this is a side effect of the vaccine

and should be gone in 2 weeks...

so.... i have been reading in reddit....

and saw that this is a side effect of the vaccine

and should last from 2 weeks to 2 months...

and that it could affect everyone

who took the mRNA vaccines (pfizer and moderna)

the media is blocking this info

and lots of similar info are being deleted

in social media

maybe to avoid panic and fear of the vaccine

so.... i guess i will just have to live 

with the pain and discomfort for a while...

and just dance (in the shower) through the pain

with this song

this song too 








i love you too. fighting~

please dont do/say that often....

it turns me on. keke

i might get obsessed with you.



also, i rarely get any kind of care

from others... but by giving away love

i constantly empty my cup

and receive fresh love :D

it is impossible to give genuine love

or love that really cares for others

on a premise of selfish self-love

that think about the self first

it should be balanced

give love first then love yourself for it :D

Jesus gave away His life for us...

the Buddha, during a lifetime where he was a prince

allowed himself to be eaten by a tiger

that was hungry and just gave birth

in order to save the tiger cubs 

that are about to be eaten by the mother tiger

this is in the Golden Light Sutra

so who would you follow?

Jesus and Buddha or the new age thought?


conquer the dark night of the soul

also, there is a reason why exorcists

do not have a family or a lot of loved ones....

it is because negative entities are vengeful beings....

that is their nature...

if they cant break the exorcist,

they will break the ones they dearly love....

so thread carefully.....








why?... because you miss me?....

to be honest, in my eyes... right now....

you are the most beautiful in the whole universe...

but i will just admire you from afar~ 

since my perception of you might change

if i am near you. LOL. just kidding~ :D

but seeing you is a breath of fresh air.

the guy who would see you beside him in bed

everytime he wakes up in the morning

is one lucky guy   :D



novavax was my preferred covid vaccine

but i got the moderna shot

after the first dose, my heart felt really weird

like it is beating faster and harder

feels like fluttering like it is in love. LOL

after a week, it exhibits a few seconds of chest pain.

i still feel it even if it has been a week already

this maybe a case of myocarditis

but it is weird because....

i am not below 30 years old. lol

it usually happens to healthy young males

below 30 years old.

although at an extremely rare occurence, 

it can reach those at around 39 years old.

also, this the first shot,

it usually happens after the second shot.

anyway, i have asked a consultation 

to one of the best cardiologists in the country.

i will just be doing some tests first.

of course i have been asking help

from some of the best healers around, 

the medicine Buddha, and Jesus :)










dancing in the shower playlist~ :D

so groovy



the aespa unnie line teaser photos

are gorgeous.... pretty...



so gorgeous seo juhyun..........

what will you  do if you stay in my mind... keke

so beautiful and so sexy.....

seo juhyun..... i am so turned on....

i should go meditate quickly.

i missed your singing though

so im listening to your covers~ :D

also, if anyone want to sing for me, 

you can also look at seo juhyun's singing

so refreshing.... and fairy-tale-like.lol

if taeyeon's singing feels like an on-and-off relationship

in which you never know how it ends...

yes, it is exciting. lol

seohyun's singing feels like a calm, fairy tale

like it would end on happily ever after...

until something wild happens. lol

so it is also unpredictable 

both are great :D

you should also establish something unique for yourself

tiffany's feels like...

red green red green you've been waiting

to unwrap me. wrap me, in your arms 

is where im happy....  :D

jessica's feels like sir tyler :D peace ^_^v

yuri's feels like... ah~ ah~ oohwoo~

hyo's feels like.. you know what i deserve~ dessert~

sunny's feels like a collar

yoona's feels like.. summer night~

sooyoung's feels like...

take a chance, make a change and breakaway~




happy birthday hyoyeon!!!!!~ 





i saw it. you are beautiful. fighting~




such a happy and funny anime~ ^__^  :D

have a happy and great day today and tomorrow beautiful~




very nice anime :D my fantasy dream. keke

made me laugh and smile





korean fans are really crazy...

maybe i should have done the same on a soshi concert. lol

just jump up then get a hug

then jump back down 

then run or something. lol




the medicine buddha mantra and

medicine buddha sutra helped me a lot...

during the time i was having a hard time

with a very upset painful stomach....

(with frequent trips to the toilet for water shitting)

when i had the chance (cannot do this in the toilet),

i put my giving hand (healing hand) on my stomach

and recited the medicine buddha mantra 108x.

the toilet visits stopped, and i was able to feel comfort

after a long time. i gradually felt better after that.

 everyone should be able to do it too.

but some may need to recite more than 108x

maybe 1080x

it is so much better if you recite it for others

while putting your giving hand on them to heal them

and facing them while reciting.

it is less effective if you do it on

family, friends, and self,

you will have to do more effort,

like reciting the mantra more.

or having more experience in meditating and healing

and in reciting the mantra





so seductive taenggu.... so sexy....

im feeling feelings that i wont tell.keke.

anyway. i hope she stays well. fighting~ :D






im on a gorillaz playlist~ :D






argh!............ seo juhyun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you really have to post that....

so beautiful and so sexy................

too hot too hot.

im feeling weak. lol. argh

i must go meditate





on quarantine and just passing time and

just lying or sitting on bed most of the time. lol

i had mild shortness off breath

but im recovering now...

i  haven't experienced all these symptoms before

on past covid episodes...

if this is the delta variant, 

then it is deadly......





ah... i got covid again. mild case again

i had watery diarrhea

as in im shitting just water since yesterday

while shitting frequently

and just recently, i have itchy throat

i was coughing but i sprayed something

in my throat

so im not coughing that much now

but im taking solace in the fact

that i would probably develop better immunity

for possible future deadlier variants

since some studies suggest that previous infection offers

better immunity than vaccine 

but of course, you will have more immunity

if you have vaccine shots as well


anyway, i feel weak and tired so i need to rest~

i had fatigue and muscle pains since yesterday 

but the thing that made this episode worst...

is the frequent water shitting. lol
(watching aespa and soshi videos made me

feel better~ fighting~ :D )

*i had a chance to get vaccinated

but i gave the slots to other people

im just waiting for another slot for myself






a gif of me~ :D

i was heavier back then...

and i did not have a skincare routine...

but when i look at myself right  now...

nothing much really changed. LOL




if you want to sing to me....

then you have to touch my heart and soul....

just like how taenggu touches  my/our (sones')

heart and soul.... thank you taenggu.....  :)


big shoes to fill

but if you can do it,

i will consider being with you.... lol. keke.just kidding. joke

no pressure~ dont worry, i will cheer you on~ 

fighting~ :D






been accumulating skills (cryptoblades)

since around 5-6  USD... traded it and earned...

now i started playing it

and earning....

play to earn... its nice :D





bought the dip in crypto.lol

and have been jumping around trying to catch gains

i was profiting on it until now

it is now time to hodl. lol

and observe.....

crypto... had made a complete mockery and foolery

about everything i know about business, education, and work. lol

imagine if you have 1,000,000 USD. and you invested it

in a good business. and after 5- 10 years...

you made 50,000,000 USD. pretty large profit. congratulations;

but that is after all the hardwork and sacrifices...

and there is this other guy with 1,000,000 USD as well...

he saw people talking about DOGE and went all in..

after less than a year...around 4 months... it became 50,000,000 USD too.  LOL


and what did that guy do? nothing.

he just followed everyone and slept well at night

and was chill while everyone was bashing DOGE







so soothing... :)

mai <3. shoko (older one) <3. rio <3



interesting comments :D








kekeke. im late in joining the party though. lol


a lot of people earned 10x (1000%) or more already...

a few earned 100x... and the  bullrun is still ongoing~

some may become billionaires in this crypto bull run...

i hope the money is used to help the needy sentient beings..

especially now that the world needs it... fighting~ :D



















a screenshot back in the day....

when bitcoin was at 11,000 - 12,000 usd

i got negative available balance

because i was doing x2 leverage (CFD).lol

i dont recommend CFD to others

unless you know what you're doing :D

this was just one of my positions.

i actually invested and traded other

altcoins/cryptocurrencies too...

"a rising tide lifts all boats"

bitcoin is not easy, you need to study

do  your homework. scope the market

its very volatile and goes down a lot

but goes up a lot more

its a wild ride~ :D

orgasmic euphoria when you finally profit.lol 


i recommended bitcoin

back when it was at 9000 - 12000 usd level

now it is at 40,000 usd level

you could have tripled your money

in around a year :D

instead of running a business or company

if your goal is just earning money

then you could have reached your goal

but if you have other unselfish goals

like helping other people,

then youre doing a good job, fighting~ 

i really think this has a long way to go

but better to invest when price goes down a bit

i ran companies before with other people

game development company and call center

tripling your money is difficult to do,

especially in a year or two,,,,

also, since the buddhist temple is already in place

i hope i can have money too for a catholic church

if you earn a lot in cryptocurrency,

i hope you donate to good causes,,, fighting~ :D










the current apple of my eye~ <3 <3 <3

tsundere love~ :D (yes, im team c. lol)

i randomly watched the first episode in animax

and thought that it would be action-packed

because of the presence yakuza and gangsters

and how the locket of the main character looked like 

but then i got hooked and....

sigh 1.... sigh 2.... sigh 3....... wow~ :D

ah... young love :) i found myself smiling watching this

imagine not having feelings or attraction for someone

and then it gradually developed and grew over time...

even though you hate each other's guts

finally having feelings for that person

despite all his/her bad traits...

and devoid of material and sexual desires...

(which is probably the one i grew to know.lol)

just pure love. it's a rare kind of love, right?

or does it only happen in shows? lol

i went ahead and spoiled myself~ (spoiler alert) :)


sigh... :) 

i think im now a weeb. lol. and chitoge is my waifu~ :P :D

raku can just settle with kosaki (poor girl, really)




if true love.. as the video above claims...

is being able to change another person..

then does that mean i am in love...

with my gurus??? LOL XD haha. not~ :D

so let me talk about my favorite guru :D

the one who went into self-exile...

he does not talk about himself

all information i know about him...

was relayed by a fellow follower (who also taught me a lot)

he said... that our guru has a degree in physics

he is just not sure if it's masters or doctors

and thats why he always emphasize

the law of conservation of energy

and that science should go hand in hand with faith

he said... that our guru helped a lot 

of "crazy rich asians" lol and that most

became rich with the help of our guru's guidance

he said... that one of china's richest

who was always a loser went to our guru

that this guy had bad luck but is a good person

so our guru helped him

no names were mentioned for privacy

but the story of the guy is similar to jack ma's

he said... that when our guru went to singapore

by the order of the dalai lama in his younger days...

he had nothing, but he believed he can build something

and he was able to build a big temple

that helped a lot of people and got a lot of help too

he said... that singapore was not a rich nation yet

when our guru arrived in that country

and that our guru helped a lot of people,

including businessmen and the government

and that our guru helped in the background

and was the unsung hero of singapore's success today

one time, i argued with our guru because

i was quite sure of what i know...

our guru acknowledged my argument

and talked to my fellow disciple regarding the matter

he said... our guru thinks there are a lot more to learn

and a lot more he (our guru) does not know

regarding the topic we argued.. and acknowledged my point

i said... this person with wisdom that can move

mountains.. humbly said that?

(while most people want to be always right)

regarding a point raised from a normal person

way below his level? and so i followed him

and even if in my standards, i wasn't a good student........

our guru still believed in me..........




meeting a spiritual guru who taught me a lot of things in life

is something that i also wish for everyone

one does not really find a guru,

it's the other way around, a guru would find you

but only if you're open or ready.

a spiritual guru is different in a sense that

most gurus would teach you to be the best,

to know everything, to trample on others on your way to the top

some people believe they are better than others

and so they believe they are their own guru,

thats okay, but it's really different from a spiritual guru,

who would teach you to serve people at their worst,

 to know nothing, to let others trample on you

not to make you miserable but to discover your inner strength

and in the process, find inner peace and purpose

a spiritual guru would not spoon feed you, it would be hard

a lot of it would really depend on you

one of my gurus, a lama/monk has exiled himself since last year.

monks do this when they saw their own deaths already

so they spend the rest of their lives meditating in exile

im not sure what happened to him, and even if

i think i failed him by not succeeding him in his temple works

 i still hope he's still there somewhere connected to me

from the physical world, or from the spiritual world.

and i hope i can do something else for him

and also, i need some guru-level guidance here. lol

just like everyone, im also confused in the current condition of humanity

sunday evening thoughts~ :D lol




so im going to share some of my prayers

and meditation chants~ :D

these are basic ones, i do more with rituals

i only know catholic and buddhist practices

im sure other religions have their own

the key is just pray hard and religiously ~ 


for the catholic prayers, it would be novenas

that one has to pray religiously for 9 days

 after 9 days, repeat it again

and again and again~ :D

have your rosary ready.

divine mercy novena: 


(make sure to include the divine mercy chaplet)

54 day rosary novena:


(dont miss a day)

novena for impossible requests:


(do this for 9 months without missing a day)

you can also pray the novenas

asking for saints' intercession

for healing, i recommend saint padre pio, 

st michael the archangel, and saint jude thaddeus



for buddhist practices, i recommend chants 

to Bodhisattva Vajrapani

for healing and general wellness, i recommend 

the Medicine Buddha

before chanting, be sure to be in deep meditation

you will know that you are deep enough

if you dont feel your surroundings anymore

if you're not aware of your surroundings anymore

there's a lot to chant but for healing:

take note of:

Medicine Buddha Sutra

Medicine Buddha Dharani (just the dharani)

Medicine Buddha Mantra ( i do tibetan)

chant them in this order under deep meditation:

Medicine Buddha Sutra

Medicine Buddha Dharani 108 times

Medicine Buddha Sutra

Medicine Buddha Mantra 108 times

Medicine Buddha Sutra

after you are finished, say this:

"I dedicate the merits of this deed to all human beings all over the world"

"especially for the complete healing and recovery of"

"all those afflicted by the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"

"and all other calamities and disasters"

"and for all human beings to be free from the threat" 

"of the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"

"and all other calamities and disasters"


basic stuff, no incense burning, blowing, etc. lol





someone looking at me...

while pooping on the toilet






then dont die.
how are you going to see and meet Purple more often :D
now and in the future. :D fightiiing~ :D
i kid you not.. when I say that...
...your smile is really my everything...

not just today... but today and in the future. until forever. please. :D
fightiiiiiing~ :D have a great weekend~
stay safe. be well. feel better. stay healthy. please. fighting~ :D
kookie greets you hbd [photo] me too [photo] :D lol
fightiiiiiing~ :D rest well~ sleep well~ fighting~ :D

have a great day~ fightiiing~ :D
be well. feel happy. be better. stay safe. be healthy. please.
be fine. feel fine. youré fine. lol
fightiiing~ :D
it's beautiful... just like you. :P

have a great night~ fightiiing~ :D
stay safe. be healthy. be happy. feel better. feel well. please.
for me, this is the best part of the concert.... :) fightiiing~ :D



good morning beautiful... *forehead kiss*          :D have a great day... fightiiing~       :D 
hope you slept well... be well. feel better. be healthy. be happy. stay safe. please.
hope you're well... i love you... :* only you. fightaeng 4eva~ ~ ~ ilysm~.

매우 예쁘다....
*forehead kiss* :D


hello beautiful~                    :D have a great night~ fightiiing~                     :D :* ....

stay safe. be well. be healthy. feel better. be happy. please. rest well, eat well, sleep well..

t.c.c.i.c.... i.l.y... only you.  <3 zero fighting~ i like you a lot and want you~. 

kim taenggu...............................

did you miss me?  :P missed you.... love you...
but just take your time~ himnae~ fighting~







mwah~ healing kiss~ lol

:D lol.. anyway,

hope you're well. sleep well~

*excited* lol

stay well~ fighting taenggu~ :D

be happy with panda...   keke,,, fighting~

what do i call u fighting~ :D

fighting~~~ :D

i like playlist and galaxy

but all the songs are good as usual~

fightaeng~ :D congrats~

apology accepted :D

kidding aside, it's okay

nothing to apologize. fighting~

stay well~ fightng~ 

you did well~ fighting~ sleep well :D  ;)

fighting~ sleep well~ have a great day~

lol. fighting~ :D

stay well~

taenggu fighting~

fighting~ stay well~

your life, fighting~ :D

have a great week~ fighting~




*cringe* lol

Not possesed. lol
(8++ year old female lhasa apso.. she had puppies already... still looks like a puppy though.lol)




There can be miracles when you believe~

- Still a Stock Trader and Investor
- Writer
- Web developer and programmer
- Volunteer/Philanthropist for Charitable Groups
- Demon/Negative Entities Vanquisher
- Faith healer
- Soshi fanboi :D

  • Stock Trader and Aspiring Hinete at PSE
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  • Volunteer/Helper at Various Missionaries and NGOs
  • Freelance Academic and Content Writer
  • Part Time Family Driver
  • Full Time Lover.... mwah.

You got me smoking cigarettes. Im in stress baby

But a little bit of drama is alright with me. but only if it's real and spins you round and around and around

The darker the night, the more you shine for me. You're my bling star

When autumn passes and winter comes, with the warmth from our hands, we walk together - how great is your love

You You You Only for You You You

:D ilu



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