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About Me
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I want to kiss your neck...
why are you so perfect?...
Taste the food while it is cooking...
i want to taste it too?...
we can cook together...
Anyway, i would need to lift weights...
it is leg day....
ooooooooooooooooo
Photo dump~
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Lena... <3<3<3
I love everything about this anime...
I wonder if there would be another season...
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Gift. for you~ Keke
I'm joking. Have a great day~
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Happy lunar new year~
And some selca. Lol
And hats
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https://youtu.be/leJ-kA9IV5c ...
So this song was used ...
For Pharrell Williams Louis vuitton fashion show....
One of my favorite songs...
Awesome...
Takes me back in time...
OoooooooooooooooooooooO
Did you also pray and imagined
Being with me? Friends first would do. Keke
Ahhh ottoke...
I hope I can love and support
All of snsd and aespa members the same
And with limit as a fan...
But it is quite impossible
Not to develop any obsessive feelings...
I have been trying since...
Why do i feel conflicted? And confused?
It's so funny. Lol
Ottoke? Ottoke~ ottoke! Keke
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EDIT:
https://youtube.com/shorts/b6UP_qvbwos
That Swedish and Korean combo is wow...
https://youtube.com/shorts/sdoJLEghzBI
Lol
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Yoong and ningie are horses in Chinese zodiac...
A direct clash to my rat...
I don't even have to look at their bazi...
On paper, they are very incompatible with me
Both my mom and dad are horses...
I had a lot of conflict with them...
And we clashed on different beliefs...
If I say a glass is half full
They will insist I'm wrong
And say that it is half empty.
I need a lot of patience...
But at the end of the day,
Family is still love <3
So if yoong or ningie,
Can handle the chaos (I can. I already did)
Then maybe it would work....
I am highly compatible
With the dragons of aespa...
It would boil down on their bazi...
Taenggu and other Members of snsd
Are all snakes in the Chinese zodiac.
Generally, it would work if
I let them eat me as a rat...
Well... they could eat me anytime
If they want. I won't resist
Kidding aside, if taken symbolically,
It is as it is. If I let them eat me...
Again, their bazi would also be another story
Then there is also the western zodiac...
anyway, there are still other factors of course
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I am also reminiscing my childhood...
I remember being a total nerd and a loner..
you can even call me a loser
I just mostly studied
And became the one of the top of the class
During elementary, I remember looking
At the classes of the higher more senior level students
Because I was bored with our current lessons,
Too basic. Lol
I wanted to advance..
During high school, I was like somewhere
Consistently at the top 50 or up
Of around 250 students in our batch...
3 out of the 4 years,
I was in the honors section...
Sections with advanced classes
Catering to more intelligent students..
My life was all studying,
Anime, video games, and family life.
I have a few friends but I was mostly a loner.
I was very confident with my intelligence..
It would all change in college
I entered an engineering course..
At Ateneo de Manila University...
There, I was very humbled...
Because for the first time in my life,
I was like the dumbest in the batch. LOL
The gap in intelligence is just too wide...
I could say my batch mates at that time
Was some of the most Intelligent people
In the country, If not the world..
A lot of them already made their mark...
In various scientific institutions
Around the world....
Physics, astronomy. Engineering....
One of them even discovered new planets...
And proved einstein's theory of relativity right...
(when others were desperately trying
to prove his theory wrong lol. Facepalm).
Whenever I hear the lyrics
"Can't stop the gods from engineering"~
From red hot Chilli peppers,
I think of them...
In my eyes, they are gods...
Engineers built our world and fostered new discoveries
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Have not shaved since last year. Keke
And before I shave (since it is getting itchy)

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Yapping time~ keke
The song... is what I've been listening to lately
While thinking of the current state of humanity. Lol
Also, While looking st the night sky earlier...
Since I really like looking at stars... ^__^
Not winter the star, the stars in the night sky
But winter is a star, yes. Fighting star~
I saw one of those UFOs again...
I don't know if they are aliens, demons,
Angels, or some other entities...
But im pretty sure they have a...
non- interference vow...
they cannot interfere with humanity...
but maybe they help a little...idk
Also, an unpopular anime
That I really like..
"To the abandoned sacred beasts"
Makes me emotional
And want to cry. Keke...
Captain hank needs to kill
His former comrades as he promised..
When the beast inside them
Takes over... noooooo T____T
I remember doing this ritual every night..
For about 2- 3 years...
To banish this negative entity inside me...
Black candles, meditating,
Showing the wax image to my gurus...
I'm sure it is still inside me..
But just tamed...
And for some reason,
I feel.bad, taking down other negative entities...
So maybe I can relate to the anime...
also, the anime can also be related to PTSD
https://youtube.com/shorts/dP8cuuQdtNw
I haven't been to a real military training
For a navy seal corps so I don't know
What they do...
But with my experience with
Citizen military training..
At a special unit...
I did experience humiliation,
Hard training, ego tripping by commanders,
Etc etc, it did not traumatize me
But I still remember every detail
Even after more than 10 years..
And I have not used my training...
To an actual war...
The horrors and terrors of war...
We would be like spy, agents,
Or double agents if ever....
EDIT: Sakamoto days anime!
https://youtube.com/shorts/I_h6QEhjek4
So much fun...
The assassins even have nicknames
Like "clairvoyant"..
I remember being called "invader"
Back in college. Lol
But for a comedic reason.
Also, I really need to stop
bumming around.....
I need to start working....
Fighting~
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From the first couple of episodes...
The current season of Singles inferno...
Is quite funny. Keke ..
I laughed a lot...
Maybe forgot some of the things
That is bugging me...
For a bit...
Of course, i was also smitten by si-an
But not as much as how I am smitten
By seojuhyun........
Even if it hurts, I feel like I would finally
be Free from my seojuhyun obsession,
if she is dating or something..
maybe appear in a celebrity edition
Of Singles inferno...
Also, I was thinking...
While minjeongie really fits the cute concepts...
And aeri fits the sexy ones...
I think ningie fits them both...
The cute and sexy concepts....
I also like ningie's bare face...
and karina fits... being by my side.
im kidding. Keke
karina is like a beautiful flower...
that i dont want to pluck...
And just like to admire...
From a distance...
I feel like she's a rose with thorns..
And if I get closer, I will just get hurt.
(Since she already started dating,
And maybe dating right now,
And will most probably continue dating. Keke)
i mean, why would i want to get hurt.
dont we look at idols to feel happy,
why would we do it to get hurt. Lol
A perfect flower I won't pluck...
And just admire From a distance...
Unless she wants me to pluck her. Keke
in That case, I'll put her in a pot.
Water her everyday, give her fertilizers. Keke
we Would watch anime together
Maybe walk around or exercise together
Travel the world together
eat Different food together
Cook together
make Love... ok, that is creepy
Making love with a flower. Keke.
Anyway, aespa fighting...
Also, soshi fighting~
Taenggu, jess, hyo, soonkyu, miyoungie,
Yul, syoungie, yoong, seojuhyun......
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now, I feel like dancing
maybe in the shower while listening
to songs featured in shrek
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Do I look like ningning's cat pin? Keke
Shashin dump~

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https://ibb.co/4SpWC9D
Good sh*t. Chilling again and again. Lol
https://ibb.co/t4zsrvg
I want to watch the new season of
Singles inferno.... and get entertained...
Since my dating life in real life
Is non-existent. LOL
I did talk to a lot of beautiful girls
While out of the country..
These 2 Brazilian beauties..
1 really beautiful girl from Jordan..
Were unforgettable..
Kendall Jenner...
I believe i had game...
But I still can't get over you....
Just kidding~
Maybe I should just live like a real monk.
Things like romance, obsession and infatuation,.
Make my spiritual energy weak..
Also, I'm so sorry southern california......
Edit: oops.
Edit2: oh! Blue Box anime...
Episode 14 (not 13) is a good one...
I am team hina... im sorry chinatsu senpai...
wish i could find someone like hina...Lol
Just me again entertaining myself
because Of my inexistent love life. Lol
EDiT: Also! Another interesting theory
I'm pondering about:
A screenshot from another similar video:
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