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Selca~ 
For you...
Kidding.
Not for you. For your mom.
Happy mothers day~
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Today... I found my mouthpiece
For a wind instrument called "euphonium"
I was part of the high school band for a while...
I was not good at it though. Lol
The Orchestra-like band played during national anthems
During Mondays.... it was a nice experience...
I think I served my high school well....
You can actually play the mouthpiece on its own...
Unlike saxophone or similar wind instruments...
You don't really blow in it the usual way...
You have to keep your lips together tightly...
Then blow...
The mouthpiece is inserted in the euphonium
The trumpet has a similar mouthpiece..
But a lot smaller and much harder to play...
It plays like this:
With other instruments:
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That's just my hand and some shadows
I did not know it would look like that. Lol
Since I wrote something naughty after. Lol
But now that I know,
If you want to put your head in between
My hand and...
That is an offer i cannot refuse 
keke
kekeAlso,
The Vatican knows about
"that prophecy"
Thats why the current pope is actually elected
In order to prevent it.
sorry "new age" people
EDIT:
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Pineapple and papaya
So my.....m would taste good
When you swallow it ..I'm kidding
Something dumb to do...
Quite good anime...
I actually wish for a relationship
similar to usato and suzune...
The negative entities I was pitted against
Were not only powerful
But were also very deceptive and intelligent...
I had to strategically think to take them down
These laws of power are useless against them lol
I got help..
But it was ultimately me that had to adapt...
It's like playing chess, yes....
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Today....
is the first time...
I saw a dog with Bob hair...
With matching bangs.....
In person...
I had a hard time taking his picture..
He was embarrassed...
He did not want to have his photo taken....
With his new haircut...
What did his barber/groomer do to him....
Is this a new trend...
Mianhae aegiya~
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A playlist that makes me want to dance
Slowly and while holding her hand and waist
While she holds my hand and shoulder
Alone under the moonlight
Just the two of us
While looking at each other's eyes...
Ah, I'm a hopeless romantic, yes
Too hopeless maybe. Lol
And then a ghost ruins it. Boo! Lol
EDIT:
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Ouch.
My body hurts
Sometimes, I feel.groggy..
After engaging in something....
My upper left part hurts at specific movements
Both my arms hurt at specific movements.
My lower right back hurts at specific movements
My left hip hurts at specific movements,
My left thigh hurts at specific movements.
My right knee hurts at specific movements,
Etc...
I went to do medical lab works...
Blood pressure, body temperature,
Ecg, xrays, bloodworks, urine analysis, stool analysis, etc
The results are all within normal range -____-;;
It hurts,
But I feel like smirking and laughing
I'm going to take nap,
But I will probably sleep until tomorrow. Lol
To you, good luck and fighting~
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Wow...
Seohyun's boyfriend standards..
Are so high?
I think I'll fail miserably. Lol
Meanwhile,
My low standards:
Also,
Feel better..
Not trying to be romantic
Or to make someone like me
Not doing this for reasons like that
just want to make you feel better.
Also,
My favorite pope
Is actually pope benedict xvi
I like the things he wrote...
Since he was cardinal ratzinger
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So cardinal tagle actually has a chance
To become the next pope...
A lot of people may know him now,
But maybe few understands
how OP (overpowered) he is. Lol
overpowered Is when a character
In a game or in an anime is so strong
And unbalanced
like Jinwoo of solo leveling. Lol
he Is a friend of my dad's friend (a nun)
For the longest time, I actually wanted
to Approach him for help...
In building more churches in the west...
But I haven't Done that yet -___-;;
His educational academic background is insane
I think he did not just finish them all
But were at the top of the class?
I think he is also a descendant of
A royal family that came from Spain
In his grandfather side....
I think he is fluent in tagalog, English, Italian,
Korean, Japanese, Latin, French,
Spanish, chinese and more ??
I'm sure there is more to his credentials,
Like the works he did...
I think all candidates for the papacy
Are all OP. But I only know cardinal tagle. Lol
Well, good luck to the church of Rome.
Also,
Recently I am into religious songs
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Belated hbd Jessica jung~
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RIP pope francis.
So, Sede vacante...
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Green tea with me? Lol
Green tea or me? Kidding
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oh dream maker, you heart breaker
wherever you're going
I'm going you're way~
I was watching the anime "moonrise"
And the song moon river is featured there
So I am obsessed with this song right now
Also,
Carrying my cross
Also,
I went to confession...
And right after that,
I am bombarded with temptations right away. Lol
Temptations related to lust
I haven't given in yet. Lol
The temptation to play with myself. Lol
Argh.
So I remembered my past sins as well
Back then, I got really fed up being
A good doormat person...
Why would i have to take it all in, right?
Like if someone wronged me..
Since I was driving a lot during that time...
And i feel a lot of drivers wronged me...
I did not realize back then that I became
The driver that I hated the most..
I was into a lot of road rage..
I open my car windows and waived my middle finger
up in the air to drivers that wronged me
I open my car windows to angrily argue
with Another driver...
Sometimes I get down from the car
To argue and fight...
It does not matter to me if there were many of them,
And I'm alone... I will let them feel my anger. Lol
Even if they have guns or sticks,
I face them with my fists and words...
That's what anger does....
Thinking about it now, and watching videos on YouTube,
I could have died. Lol
A lot of people died just because of a simple road rage
Luckily, i have met my gurus
And I changed...
My patience on the road became unlimited. Lol
I also remember one incident..
Where I got involved in an accident...
The jeepney I bumped into,
Went upside down...
I was quite sure my car windshield windows
Got shattered, maybe it could have killed me instantly...
Like a lot of glass shards moving into
my body and bloodstream..
But for some reason, I saw it got reversed...
Like the time stone (avengers movie) working...
The shattered glass became whole again slowly
This is something I saw..
And I know a lot of people might not believe....
That is okay...
So I got down my car to try to save people
Inside the upside down jeepney...
Because the jeepney might explode anytime...
But for some reason, it did not explode,..
When I went to the crowd watching,
A funny conversation ensued..
They were angry at the driver of the car
That bumped the jeep (me! Keke]
They did not know it was me. Lol
But then, I left them
Since I had to go with the victims
Inside the ambulance
Luckily, no one got seriously hurt....
So back to "moon river" Keke
There's such a lot worlds to see
We're after the same rainbow's end~
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After the sun's burn since November last year..
The darkened parts is still visible...
I've been using whitening soap
To whiten up just the dark parts. Lol
But it's still the same. Lol
And selca~
EDIT: More photos~
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sigh... ^__^ thank you... Anyway,
I think I found the middle ground again
"Finding my balance" as some people call it.
Not happy, not sad. Middle
Not nonchalant, not obsessive. Middle
Not too yin. Not too yang. Middle
I always strive for the balance in the middle
which Reminds me of the song "middle" . Lol
But it's not related.
Watching YouTube videos too as usual:
She is good, right?
I have been trying for years
But I'm still far from her skill level -___-;;
I think I lack both practice and talent.
So that means I must work harder.
But I'm doing other things -__-;;
I actually suddenly got a job invite from Google
They know, i can't do fixed time so they offered
a Flexible time but I still have to do a specific
Amount of time every week...
But how can I have the time for that -___-;;
But I'm still thinking about it...
I'm more interested in more connections
In the tech world rather than the compensation...
jya ne~
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Birthday greetings...
To kpop's 10, 10, 10, times 5
Perfect bombshell goddess
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Supposed to meet friends last Saturday
But I cancelled.lol
I asked for a reschedule on Monday...
Earlier today...
The friends went playing at timezone
I told them, I would eat...
They thought I'll eat a snack.
But I ate hotpot alone. Lol
One of them said it's a jerk move. Lol
Later in the night,
Just the three of us left...
Just 1 can of beer each
We tried inviting another friend,
But he could not come
Also,
Music right now is lifehouse
Why do you always want...
To save a jerk like me...
You're just always there when I need it....
I'm supposed to be the one doing the saving...
I even save myself...lol
Don't mind me too much...
Let me save myself................
Like I always do......................
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But thank you... I'm touched.
Anyway!
I'm like.... Just mumbling words
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I wanted to praise some people's beauty...
But I'll just make collective cheers
Aespa fighting~ Soshi fighting~
Also,
I like classical music,
I listen to it while doing work
In front of the computer...
Beethoven,.Mozart, etc
I can't concentrate doing work
When the music has lyrics. Lol
So classical music is perfect...
I actually studied classical music on guitar
I even had a teacher,
Now I forgot all about it. Lol
The teacher said that I can't do classical music
On classical guitar
While also doing rock or pop music
On an electric guitar...
Something to do with the fingers being disoriented...
I did not follow him and did both. Lol
So maybe that's why I did not master both. Lol
Also,
I'm not yet done...
With my rock music nostalgia. Lol
Back then, there were a lot of genre of rock...
Nu metal was one of my favorites...
The lyrics are bad.... very bad. Lol
I mean bad in the sense that it is evil. Lol
so Don't mind the lyrics
I was just enjoying it as a whole.
I found myself head banging like a fool
While foolishly dancing listening to them. Lol
After a long time...
But I should stop listening to them.
They lyrics are full of negativity. Lol
I cringe when I remember my younger self
Liking these songs
EDIT:
A lot of SONE are actually like me...
We were listening to rock music.. metal...
Then we saw SNSD... got curious...
Got dragged in..
And stopped listening to rock metal..
And started listening to "gee" and "oh". 
lol
lolInstead of growling and screaming like
What rock vocalists do...
We began singing " kissing you baby~"
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Sigh.... 
Anyway, my western zodiac:
EDIT:
An idol born on another cusp...
Ningie's western zodiac:
I hope ning gets better soon...
Karina too... feel better babies....
Winter baby and Giselle baby...
Take care of your members....
Aespa fighting~
Seohyun's new movie too... fighting~
EDIT:
Ningning might have developed an infection..
She should go to the doctor NOW.
An infection in the head area can be dangerous.
If I am in seoul right now
And know where she is
I Will go there and carry her to the hospital
Whether she likes it or not. Keke
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Because of my background,
I'm really curious,
And I want to watch
Holy night demon hunters...
As you can see in films or read in reports,
For catholic exorcism,
The priest needs the name of the demon..
In order to exorcise it...
Sometimes there are multiple demons
Possessing a person, sometime thousands...
And it is called a legion,
Also,
Seohyun looks beautiful in long black hair, right?
No malice, no feelings. Errrrr
I mean I'm just stating an opinion
That is most likely a fact
EDIT: Taeyeon too,
But she is more on the cute side
EDIT2: I remembered another song
from that golden era in rock
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Errand ting.
Just messing~
Also,
I lost some pounds...
But I'm still obese -___-;; lol
I know I said I want to lose fat
And weight slowly...
But it is too slow. Lol
like 1- 2 lbs per month. Lol
Also,
I was walking around
Earlier tonight..
And of course, I was also looking at the stars.
And the song stars by switchfoot
came to mind...
I started listening to it..
And a lot of other rock music
Of that era...
Probably the last golden era of rock,
For now.
It was nostalgic
Etc etc
EDIT: I changed the last song a lot of times. Lol
Can't decide. Lol
But I'm leaving it with SOAD,
One of my favorite bands back then...
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I think kids think that...
I am also a kid -____-;;
So they treat me like one. Lol
A big kid. Lol
an Over-age one.
Also,
Lol :
:Singing it according
To how I remember it.
I forgot some lyrics
Maybe I botched it.lol
This is the song:
Disclaimer: not singing it for anyone...
But if you are broken hearted or sad,
Then fine, it's for you chinggu
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Always grateful to taeyeon
for Always going here in PH
Thank you, thank you, thank you
Thank you, TY, thank you, TY, TY
Did I say thank you? Keke
I was really grateful as well
For being part of her concert
When she went out for re-encore
And suprised us and sang UR.
I was really touched
And was on the verge of crying keke...
I was covering my eyes
With my right arm
While trying to wipe my teary eyes as well.keke
Hey, you would be touched too
If you were there
After that concert, I was really emotional.
I ate a lot of junk foods to cope.
I think this is what they call..
Post-concert separation anxiety?
Some sort of depression after a concert?
It was even worse when I flew back home
I ordered an extra large pizza
And ate the whole box myself. Lol
While drinking, beer, whisky, and coke
While also eating more junk food chips
While watching videos of the concert
Alone All in one night...
I was messed up.
*thumbs up* it was a night to remember
I will give everything to taeyeon
Except my heart.
She does not want my heart anyway~
Good luck to her~ and fighting~
I wish you all the best my friend
Thank you idol chinggu
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나도 사랑해.
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Prayers to those affected
From the wildfires in korea
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