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Yay! I found the Soshified accounts of Girls Generation! ^_^v Updated 21 May · 4 comments

About Me


Taeyeon's
only Taeyeon
just Taeyeon.
Taeyeon-ah..................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Taenggu-yah......
TaeTae...
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shower song? just a playlist of the band "The Killers" :D

and some insights :D ...

i still dont believe in self-love :D

however, by putting others first and forgetting myself,

i actually love myself more... weird. ironic.

i also dont believe anymore in happiness,

the kind that makes people think of themselves first

imagine if all people think like that...

i believe in achieving a middle state 

between happiness and sadness. not happy, not sad.

balance. yin and yang.

maybe more of achieving inner peace and fulfillment

however, i actually sometimes find happiness

by achieving that middle state. weird. ironic.

i guess thats life 

and theres actually no one way of living life

everyone has to find a way that suits them

just my two cents,lol

a close friend actually thinks im like the monk Genjo Sanzo . lol

but mainly because i smoke a lot when im with him.

but i haven't smoked for years. lol

i dont understand why people gets addicted to it. i dont.

i can smoke now then not do it again for 9 years.lol

 

 

 

showered late tonight. lol. or early (because morning already)

https://www.youtube....h?v=JILfwu5AWIQ

shower song. just for dancing :D

party in the bathroom :P

https://www.youtube....h?v=6yCIDkFI7ew

 

 

aespa? ningning.

talent, cute face, voluptuous figure.

ayayayayayayay~ reminds me of sunny...

 

im not high, and i cant relate to the song

but this song makes me dance while on the shower.lol

and has been on repeat recently:

https://www.youtube....h?v=WeYsTmIzjkw

such a chill song, right? lol :D

but the explicit lyrics are bad though.lol.sorry

 

https://www.youtube....h?v=TzLTf69vQos

another song. your life, fighting~ :D your TV show fighting~

seriously, i wish you happiness, peace and luck forever~ (young)

 

 

had an interesting dream last night

about a black dog that looks like a labrador retriever

but bigger..  and is following me around

it's friendly so i pet it and we became bffs :D

and i got curious about this dream, so....

https://ibb.co/jzWRtC5

https://ibb.co/J23cfqd

https://ibb.co/30L4sbn

https://ibb.co/cgkjBpt

https://ibb.co/KDMd2G6

https://ibb.co/tqBn4NH

 

 

Wow, we did not see that disaster coming

nature's retaliation and wrath

i was busy working for a contractual job

the whole night until early morning

and did not really thought it would be disastrous

prayers and reliefs to those who got affected

hope everyone affected gets better soon. himnae!

 

_____

 

https://ibb.co/xgKznqL

still feeling lovey-dovey with these songs. lol

so i was reflecting why i feel this way

it's ironic because i was actually really contemplating

going to the temple and  attempt to help more people, greater good :D

and live a monk life so i dont understand my current mood. lol

everything seem to be going well... to me and loved ones...

a lot of prayers were answered...

just not the big ones yet like the temples and churches.lol

so i'd really like to go stay at the temple already...

so i really dont understand the lovey-dovey mood. lol

so i was reflecting... of course 9 pretty girls came to mind...

and then i realized that im not in love with a girl... but a man.

and that man is... me~ :D myself~ :D

it's ironic that by putting others ahead of myself

and not believing in "self-love", 

i actually found self-love. lol

to self: "paulo-ya... jinjja.. sa... saranghe *mwahugs* Luv u :( :D "

https://www.youtube....h?v=TqjZOLj7Rdg

one look at you and i know that i can learn to live

without the rest. i found the best  :D

 

 

 

 

listened to the "carpenters" to avoid losing my mind.lol

even if im not dating, 

it makes me feel lovey-dovey and warm and sane :)

and also,

santa baby~  

https://www.youtube....h?v=OgCNNOZMneU

 

 

 

 

 

be well~ fighting~

"trend record" fighting~

"culture festival" fighting~

"think about me" fighting~

"my love" fighting~

"private lives" fighting~

"shine" fighting~

"hush" fighting~

"sootory" fighting~

"yurihantv" fighting~

 

 

 

the current apple of my eye~ <3 <3 <3

tsundere love~ :D (yes, im team c. lol)

i randomly watched the first episode in animax

and thought that it would be action-packed

because of the presence yakuza and gangsters

and how the locket of the main character looked like 

but then i got hooked and....

sigh 1.... sigh 2.... sigh 3....... wow~ :D

ah... young love :) i found myself smiling watching this

imagine not having feelings or attraction for someone

and then it gradually developed and grew over time...

even though you hate each other's guts

finally having feelings for that person

despite all his/her bad traits...

and devoid of material and sexual desires...

(which is probably the one i grew to know.lol)

just pure love. it's a rare kind of love, right?

or does it only happen in shows? lol

i went ahead and spoiled myself~ (spoiler alert) :)

https://www.youtube....h?v=Di48emyuzOw

sigh... :) 

i think im now a weeb. lol. and chitoge is my waifu~ :P :D

raku can just settle with kosaki (poor girl, really)

 

 

 

if true love.. as the video above claims...

is being able to change another person..

then does that mean i am in love...

with my gurus??? LOL XD haha. not~ :D

so let me talk about my favorite guru :D

the one who went into self-exile...

he does not talk about himself

all information i know about him...

was relayed by a fellow follower (who also taught me a lot)

he said... that our guru has a degree in physics

he is just not sure if it's masters or doctors

and thats why he always emphasize

the law of conservation of energy

and that science should go hand in hand with faith

he said... that our guru helped a lot 

of "crazy rich asians" lol and that most

became rich with the help of our guru's guidance

he said... that one of china's richest

who was always a loser went to our guru

that this guy had bad luck but is a good person

so our guru helped him

no names were mentioned for privacy

but the story of the guy is similar to jack ma's

he said... that when our guru went to singapore

by the order of the dalai lama in his younger days...

he had nothing, but he believed he can build something

and he was able to build a big temple

that helped a lot of people and got a lot of help too

he said... that singapore was not a rich nation yet

when our guru arrived in that country

and that our guru helped a lot of people,

including businessmen and the government

and that our guru helped in the background

and was the unsung hero of singapore's success today

one time, i argued with our guru because

i was quite sure of what i know...

our guru acknowledged my argument

and talked to my fellow disciple regarding the matter

he said... our guru thinks there are a lot more to learn

and a lot more he (our guru) does not know

regarding the topic we argued.. and acknowledged my point

i said... this person with wisdom that can move

mountains.. humbly said that?

(while most people want to be always right)

regarding a point raised from a normal person

way below his level? and so i followed him

and even if in my standards, i wasn't a good student........

our guru still believed in me..........

 

 

 

meeting a spiritual guru who taught me a lot of things in life

is something that i also wish for everyone

one does not really find a guru,

it's the other way around, a guru would find you

but only if you're open or ready.

a spiritual guru is different in a sense that

most gurus would teach you to be the best,

to know everything, to trample on others on your way to the top

some people believe they are better than others

and so they believe they are their own guru,

thats okay, but it's really different from a spiritual guru,

who would teach you to serve people at their worst,

 to know nothing, to let others trample on you

not to make you miserable but to discover your inner strength

and in the process, find inner peace and purpose

a spiritual guru would not spoon feed you, it would be hard

a lot of it would really depend on you

one of my gurus, a lama/monk has exiled himself since last year.

monks do this when they saw their own deaths already

so they spend the rest of their lives meditating in exile

im not sure what happened to him, and even if

i think i failed him by not succeeding him in his temple works

 i still hope he's still there somewhere connected to me

from the physical world, or from the spiritual world.

and i hope i can do something else for him

and also, i need some guru-level guidance here. lol

just like everyone, im also confused in the current condition of humanity

sunday evening thoughts~ :D lol

 

 

 

결혼기념일 축하해요!~

너만 볼게.....................~
소녀시대  파이팅~  :D
 
 

 

“Good guys don’t always win, especially when they are divided and less determined than their adversaries. The desire of liberty may be ingrained in every human breast, but so is the potential for complacency, confusion and cowardice. And losing has a price.”
--Madeleine Albright
(fighting!~ :D)
 
 

 

so im going to share some of my prayers

and meditation chants~ :D

these are basic ones, i do more with rituals

i only know catholic and buddhist practices

im sure other religions have their own

the key is just pray hard and religiously ~ 

 

for the catholic prayers, it would be novenas

that one has to pray religiously for 9 days

 after 9 days, repeat it again

and again and again~ :D

have your rosary ready.

divine mercy novena: 

https://www.ewtn.com...ns/novena-13366

(make sure to include the divine mercy chaplet)

54 day rosary novena:

https://www.romancat...-rosary-novena/

(dont miss a day)

novena for impossible requests:

http://www.catholicp...sible-requests/

(do this for 9 months without missing a day)

you can also pray the novenas

asking for saints' intercession

for healing, i recommend saint padre pio, 

st michael the archangel, and saint jude thaddeus

 

 

for buddhist practices, i recommend chants 

to Bodhisattva Vajrapani

for healing and general wellness, i recommend 

the Medicine Buddha

before chanting, be sure to be in deep meditation

you will know that you are deep enough

if you dont feel your surroundings anymore

if you're not aware of your surroundings anymore

there's a lot to chant but for healing:

take note of:

Medicine Buddha Sutra

Medicine Buddha Dharani (just the dharani)

Medicine Buddha Mantra ( i do tibetan)

chant them in this order under deep meditation:

Medicine Buddha Sutra

Medicine Buddha Dharani 108 times

Medicine Buddha Sutra

Medicine Buddha Mantra 108 times

Medicine Buddha Sutra

after you are finished, say this:

"I dedicate the merits of this deed to all human beings all over the world"

"especially for the complete healing and recovery of"

"all those afflicted by the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"

"and all other calamities and disasters"

"and for all human beings to be free from the threat" 

"of the corona virus and all other illnesses and diseases"

"and all other calamities and disasters"

 

basic stuff, no incense burning, blowing, etc. lol

 

 

 

https://ibb.co/dG5MFsk

wow, i can see myself there^ 

(edit: my bad. i think im in a different area -__- )

my most recent pink ocean :D

photo credit: Im Yoona

smile soshi~ :D

soshi fighting~ 

 

 

 

 

your voice?

your voice refreshed my tired heart...

so sweet. thanks  :) :D

 

 

someone looking at me...

while pooping on the toilet

 

 

and browsing around the net about feng shui..

and got interested with my bazi chart "day master"...

https://talenthero.i...yang-fire-bing/

bazi chart/paht chee/four pillars charts can be calculated here:

https://www.wofs.com...lar-calculator/

 

 

 

wow... was browsing at a feng shui site....

you: https://ibb.co/0sMnJHg

you: https://ibb.co/Qf8XJr2

you: https://ibb.co/hVdRsjc

me: https://ibb.co/j6H3kP9

 

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friday the 13th... lol
temporary fix...
before friday the 13th happened...
and since i see a lot of people with this greeting...
happy?... chuseok :D
(9-14) 오늘 - 오늘 - 어제 - lol. :D
yay....... yay.......
one - two - three :D


my phone's home screen is glowing~ :D
you are~~ so pretty



i miss you.
Taengu.................................................................... t.c.c.i.c.
love this playlist: https://www.youtube....h?v=ckMIqhN20_w :D
we love you~
always did. always do. always will.
only you.


______________

.....
then dont die.
how are you going to see and meet Purple more often :D
now and in the future. :D fightiiing~ :D
i kid you not.. when I say that...
...your smile is really my everything...


not just today... but today and in the future. until forever. please. :D
fightiiiiiing~ :D have a great weekend~
stay safe. be well. feel better. stay healthy. please. fighting~ :D
kookie greets you hbd [photo] me too [photo] :D lol
fightiiiiiing~ :D rest well~ sleep well~ fighting~ :D


have a great day~ fightiiing~ :D
be well. feel happy. be better. stay safe. be healthy. please.
be fine. feel fine. youré fine. lol
fightiiing~ :D
it's beautiful... just like you. :P

have a great night~ fightiiing~ :D
stay safe. be healthy. be happy. feel better. feel well. please.
for me, this is the best part of the concert.... :) fightiiing~ :D



have a great day... fightiiing~ :D
be well. feel better. be healthy. be happy. stay safe. please.
good luck later... fighting :D
if you do that in front of me, i'll kiss you passionately :P

are you okay? *hugs* mwah... fighting
copying someone's pose... lol

have a great night~ fightiiing~ :D
stay safe. be well. be healthy. feel better. be happy. please.
sleep well and rest well.. fighting :D
safe trip... safe flight...
smiiile :D hahaha...
feel better baby..... fighting

 

 

good morning beautiful... *forehead kiss*          :D have a great day... fightiiing~       :D 
hope you slept well... be well. feel better. be healthy. be happy. stay safe. please.
hope you're well... i love you... :* only you. fightaeng 4eva~ ~ ~ ilysm~.

매우 예쁘다....
*forehead kiss* :D
fighting~
 

hello beautiful~           :D have a great night~ fightiiing~            :D :* ....

stay safe. be well. be healthy. feel better. be happy. please. rest well, eat well, sleep well..

t.c.c.i.c.... i.l.y... only you.  <3 zero fighting~ i like you a lot and want you~.

 

 

good morning beautiful... *forehead kiss*              :D have a great day... fightiiing~           :D 
hope you slept well... be well. feel better. be healthy. be happy. stay safe. please.
hope you're well... i love you... :* only you. fightaeng 4eva~ ~ ~ ilysm~.   :o  :o 

mwah :*

mwah mwah mwah mwah~ 

mwah  mwah  mwah~ :D

have a nice day~ 

fighting :D

 

 

hello beautiful~            :D have a great night~ fightiiing~             :D :* ....

stay safe. be well. be healthy. feel better. be happy. please. rest well, eat well, sleep well..

t.c.c.i.c.... i.l.y... only you.  <3 zero fighting~ i like you a lot and want you~.

 

 

 

good morning beautiful... *forehead kiss*      :D have a great day... fightiiing~      :D 
hope you slept well... be well. feel better. be healthy. be happy. stay safe. please.
hope you're well... i love you... :* only you. fightaeng 4eva~ ~ ~ 

*hughughughughughughughughug*

*patpatpatpatpatpatpatpatpat*

himnae~ fighting~

 

 

hello beautiful~                    :D have a great night~ fightiiing~                     :D :* ....

stay safe. be well. be healthy. feel better. be happy. please. rest well, eat well, sleep well..

t.c.c.i.c.... i.l.y... only you.  <3 zero fighting~ i like you a lot and want you~. 

kim taenggu...............................

did you miss me?  :P missed you.... love you...
but just take your time~ himnae~ fighting~

hughughughughughughughughughug*

*patpatpatpatpatpatpatpatpatpat*

 

 

 

good morning beautiful... *forehead kiss*                     :D have a great day... fightiiing~                     :D 
hope you slept well... be well. feel better. be healthy. be happy. stay safe. please.
hope you're well... i love you... :* only you. fightaeng 4eva~ ~ ~ 

*mwahugspat*              :D :*

himnae~ fighting~ :*

hope you're fine~
 
 
taeyeon-ah..............

mwah~ healing kiss~ lol

:D lol.. anyway,

hope you're well. sleep well~

*excited* lol

hope you have a blast~

stay well~ sleep well~ fighting~

wake up well~

jinjja yeppeuda~ sleep well~

fighting~

wow~ good songs as usual... nice~

sleep well~ fighting~ :D

still choosing a fave :D

i like "be real"~ :D fighting~

sleep well~ have a great day~

hope you had a great day~ :D

sleep well later~ fighting~

stay well~ always be well~

"my love" fighting~

sleep well~ fighting~

gran saga fighting~ sleep well~

"my love" fighting~ sleep well~

have a great day~ :D

"nolto" (amazing saturday) fighting~

sleep well~ wake up well~

sleep well~ be well~ fighting~ :D

don't lose it again~ joh-eun haru!~

sleep well~ fighting~

did you sleep well~ have a great day~ :D

Nolto (amazing sat) fighting~

fighting!!!~~~ :D

album fighting~

sleep well~ wake up well~ fighting~

stay well :) have a great day~

 

_____





When I first discovered SNSD, I really liked Yuri, Yoona, Sooyoung, and Seohyun

One of the things I like about a girl is.. their model height. like YoonYulSooSeo's height
Those four took turns on being my number one bias....
But all in all, all of SNSD really helped me through some rough patches in life
In turn, I became really determined in life.. I had a lot of work.. and had some businesses.
I sometimes work 48 straight hours to get some job done... I was hungry for success...
thousands and the millions were coming in... me and my business partners were targetting billions.. lol


Then.. my dad got sick with stage 4 cancer.. i still continued what im doing but taking care of him demanded a lot of time... since all of us three siblings were hungry for success, we often fought with each other on whose turn it is to take the load... it was toxic.. but there was SNSD. :D .. so it lightened up a bit... but we are all still hungry for money and success so the toxic environment continued... and as i was trying to make more money in the stock market, i realized i needed some luck... i wanted more money.. more girls and more materials things. lol. so i talked to some feng shui practitioners for guidance.. and this one feng shui practitioner had a guru lama... they helped me spiritually on tough times... and then i just had a change of heart... i realized my definition of success is flawed... that money and material things are not everything... so i began doing things for my soul... i helped people... i gave away all money and sold all collections i had (which i regret now, but more about it later). i liked collecting things that increase in value. my basketball cards collection alone costs millions already... then i gave up my businesses (one of them is not earning much anyway lol). then cut down some of my work... this would make me hit 2 birds with one stone. have more time for prayers, meditations and helping others, and, have more time to take care of my dad.


as the eldest of the three siblings, i knew i had to make that sacrifice and stop the chaos and bickering among us on who would take care of our dad... but then again.. my family is rich, even if i give up everything, im lucky enough to still live a comfortable life. my sister has all your branded bags and shoes, probably more. lol. my brother gambled but now that he has his own family, i think he handles his money more responsibly... but for me, all those material things doesnt matter anymore. other people matter more. i didnt mind having less friends too. in fact, i can stay alone and meditate for days and still be happy about it... and i dont mind not having things.. they're just things.. i just want to live a simple life... (but i am sometimes tempted to try out some luxuries too.lol) and with the help im getting from the gurus, i actually had no idea that im being tested or something.. they taught me how to vanquish demons, negative entities and heal people... i actually do it away from the possessed and prefer it that way...because who wants their body to be smacked and pushed by evil spirits possessing a body??? lol. but sometimes, i have to perform emeregency exorcisms.. because my back is always targeted... if you vanquish evil spirits, they will continually try to avenge themselves... i am also not that comfortable yet in openly healing people... so i do it if someone asks or if i encounter people who needs it...


amidst all this, one thing was constant.. my growing love for Taeyeon... i had plans to meet them all snsd, but it wasnt that intense.. but then something happened, i fell in love.. but how could i purse the person i love now. lol. with all my money gone, how would i be able to protect her??? lol. she will be judged and hated for it... life is so ironic and funny......but im reopening some businesses and finding more work. so money should come in soon :D im just also looking for the right timing even if money isnt coming in yet... maybe im just being paranoid too. i dont know how it got to this. lol. the plans i was talking about was settling with a simple life with my own family.. or going to the mountains or other places and help people.. but now i have to make new plans. lol. this is insane. i have to include all....


aaannnd i havent properly introduced my name. My first name is Louis Paulo
Louis - few people call me by this name... its just like.. something added to my name...
Paulo- most people call me by this name. Hi.

im sorry for withholding some information. i just dont want to worry you or anything. but it seems like, its the opposite that happened.. sorry.. but i hope this gives you peace... just do whatever you want... meet you at the right time.. this is too long but i hope you understand.. be at peace

Possesed...
Not possesed. lol
(8++ year old female lhasa apso.. she had puppies already... still looks like a puppy though.lol)




 

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http://www.soshified...-day/?p=7106213

There can be miracles when you believe~




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- Writer
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- Faith healer
- Soshi fanboi :D

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  • Part Time Family Driver
  • Full Time Lover.... mwah.

You got me smoking cigarettes. Im in stress baby

But a little bit of drama is alright with me. but only if it's real and spins you round and around and around

The darker the night, the more you shine for me. You're my bling star

When autumn passes and winter comes, with the warmth from our hands, we walk together - how great is your love

You You You Only for You You You


:D ilu

 
 

 


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