abotcayaMember Since 10 Feb 2011
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One of the things I like about a girl is.. their model height. like YoonYulSooSeo's height
Those four took turns on being my number one bias....
But all in all, all of SNSD really helped me through some rough patches in life
In turn, I became really determined in life.. I had a lot of work.. and had some businesses..
I sometimes work 48 straight hours to get some job done... I was hungry for success...
thousands and the millions were coming in... me and my business partners were targetting billions.. lol
Then.. my dad got sick with stage 4 cancer.. i still continued what im doing but taking care of him demanded a lot of time... since all of us three siblings were hungry for success, we often fought with each other on whose turn it is to take the load... it was toxic.. but there was SNSD. .. so it lightened up a bit... but we are all still hungry for money and success so the toxic environment continued... and as i was trying to make more money in the stock market, i realized i needed some luck... i wanted more money.. more girls and more materials things. lol. so i talked to some feng shui practitioners for guidance.. and this one feng shui practitioner had a guru lama... they helped me spiritually on tough times... and then i just had a change of heart... i realized my definition of success is flawed... that money and material things are not everything... so i began doing things for my soul... i helped people... i gave away all money and sold all collections i had (which i regret now, but more about it later). i liked collecting things that increase in value. my basketball cards collection alone costs millions already... then i gave up my businesses (one of them is not earning much anyway lol). then cut down some of my work... this would make me hit 2 birds with one stone. have more time for prayers, meditations and helping others, and, have more time to take care of my dad.
as the eldest of the three siblings, i knew i had to make that sacrifice and stop the chaos and bickering among us on who would take care of our dad... but then again.. my family is rich, even if i give up everything, im lucky enough to still live a comfortable life. my sister has all your branded bags and shoes, probably more. lol. my brother gambled but now that he has his own family, i think he handles his money more responsibly... but for me, all those material things doesnt matter anymore. other people matter more. i didnt mind having less friends too. in fact, i can stay alone and meditate for days and still be happy about it... and i dont mind not having things.. they're just things.. i just want to live a simple life... (but i am sometimes tempted to try out some luxuries too.lol) and with the help im getting from the gurus, i actually had no idea that im being tested or something.. they taught me how to vanquish demons, negative entities and heal people... i actually do it away from the possessed and prefer it that way...because who wants their body to be smacked and pushed by evil spirits possessing a body??? lol. but sometimes, i have to perform emeregency exorcisms.. because my back is always targeted... if you vanquish evil spirits, they will continually try to avenge themselves... i am also not that comfortable yet in openly healing people... so i do it if someone asks or if i encounter people who needs it...
amidst all this, one thing was constant.. my growing love for Taeyeon... i had plans to meet them all snsd, but it wasnt that intense.. but then something happened, i fell in love.. but how could i purse the person i love now. lol. with all my money gone, how would i be able to protect her??? lol. she will be judged and hated for it... life is so ironic and funny......but im reopening some businesses and finding more work. so money should come in soon im just also looking for the right timing even if money isnt coming in yet... maybe im just being paranoid too. i dont know how it got to this. lol. the plans i was talking about was settling with a simple life with my own family.. or going to the mountains or other places and help people.. but now i have to make new plans. lol. this is insane. i have to include all....
aaannnd i havent properly introduced my name. My first name is Louis Paulo
Louis - few people call me by this name... its just like.. something added to my name...
Paulo- most people call me by this name. Hi.
im sorry for withholding some information. i just dont want to worry you or anything. but it seems like, its the opposite that happened.. sorry.. but i hope this gives you peace... just do whatever you want... meet you at the right time.. this is too long but i hope you understand.. be at peace
(8++ year old female lhasa apso.. she had puppies already... still looks like a puppy though.lol)
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You got me smoking cigarettes. Im in stress baby
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