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Taeyeon's Secret Diary
2009, April 18, Saturday


Last year, around this time, i started being a DJ for this show. At that time i did not know anything, but a year has past by and now it is time for the one who has always protected me, DJ Kangin to go. In the beginning i would always wonder "will I get along with kangin oppa? " "what does oppa like? what does oppa hate??" and so i wouldn't be able to sleep. But soon those thoughts began to disappear, because we had a relationship like brothers and sisters born from the same stomach. Many people would look at us and ask "you guys are idols, U guys are young, what do u guys know? how good can u guys be?" but it was these times that caused us to fight harder and be better DJs for this show. Maybe it was because we were nervous, we made many mistakes that we didn't intend on making, but what was worse was that we had to watch each other be sad. But probably because of this we rely on each other more and become each other's support. Even though DJ Kangin is an oppa who is older than me by 5 years old, we act like really close friends and sometimes he acts like my dongsaeng and like that he stands besides me and gives me strength. DJ Kangin is leaving chinchin to me to take on my own, so sometimes i feel mad but on the other hand i feel that i have learned alot from kangin oppa in this past year and i hope i can take the good things i learned and become a better DJ. No, i must become a better DJ, right now i am still young, and i still have alot to do. I wil never forget this memory of being a DJ with Kangin oppa. Kang DJ, Kangin oppa, i love you and thank you!!!


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