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GiJeok → Sieka
haha.i acknowledge my stubbornness. no i wont share my problems to my friends. they'll end up not understanding the most of it anyway.
and they couldnt even solve their own probs, i wont add up my own and burden them.
i'm ok with this.yeah, dont worry.^^
and they couldnt even solve their own probs, i wont add up my own and burden them.
i'm ok with this.yeah, dont worry.^^
Oct 20 2010 12:50 AM
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Sieka → GiJeok
So they are your inspiration to stand tall and be brave? I see, I'm happy about that. At least even if you can't let out your feelings of pain and worry to them, they still can help you out by being there without even knowing that you need them to be there. ^ ^
Oct 20 2010 12:49 AM
Sieka → GiJeok
Oh, good that you aren't forcing out a smile. ^ ^ I see....well I guess it is alright to hide your worries away from your friends, but I don't think that's a healthy deal...keeping your worries to yourself will affect you drastically, especially if it is concerning a painful memory. They said that a companions warm loving embrace deals a little with the pain, and I believe in that. ^ ^
Oct 20 2010 12:47 AM
GiJeok → Sieka
yeah those pains are healing without me even realizing it.
people who are close to me, they are the cure to my pain .although they dont have a single clue about it. :)
glad they are by my side. their presence is enough, for the moment.
and i am being strong for them. and for those who care about me.
people who are close to me, they are the cure to my pain .although they dont have a single clue about it. :)
glad they are by my side. their presence is enough, for the moment.
and i am being strong for them. and for those who care about me.
Oct 20 2010 12:26 AM
GiJeok → Sieka
nah i'm not forcing out those smiles.they are genuine.
it's just that sometimes i do feel like those memories still affects me.
the most important thing is,i survived on my own.
sounds selfish and stupid,but i dont like sharing my problems with my friends since it's actually the opposite. they came to me with their own misery.and i havent had the chance to spit out my own.
it's just that sometimes i do feel like those memories still affects me.
the most important thing is,i survived on my own.
sounds selfish and stupid,but i dont like sharing my problems with my friends since it's actually the opposite. they came to me with their own misery.and i havent had the chance to spit out my own.
Oct 20 2010 12:23 AM
Sieka → GiJeok
...it makes it might even make you feel miserable to smile just because you need to hide your pain. :3"
Oct 20 2010 12:08 AM
Sieka → GiJeok
Oh, so you're that kind of person. I think its bad to try and hide your problems away by using a mask of false happiness, sometimes you need to confront it or ask for help and assistance, they said that its best to consult a friend for such problems, its not too good to solve all the problems you have with just yourself. Letting out a false smile would also never solve, instead....
Oct 20 2010 12:06 AM
Sieka → GiJeok
It does feel cruel to know that you'll forever be scarred by such an experience, but it doesn't mean that nothing would ease the pain of the scar. There are a lot of people and other more to help ease such a painful feeling that one felt, but one can choose to try and forget, even though it seems impossible.
Oct 20 2010 12:04 AM
GiJeok → Sieka
i'm glad this doesnt bore you. ^^
yeah i like thinking to myself..i do that a lot.
although i dont really seem like a person who do these kind of things.
on the exterior i looked like a problem-free person. having the time of my life. joke around, laugh my hearts out loud.
but beneath all of this, i'm just another broken person who still struggles to comfort myself.
yeah i like thinking to myself..i do that a lot.
although i dont really seem like a person who do these kind of things.
on the exterior i looked like a problem-free person. having the time of my life. joke around, laugh my hearts out loud.
but beneath all of this, i'm just another broken person who still struggles to comfort myself.
Oct 19 2010 11:44 PM
GiJeok → Sieka
yeah. the most cruel thing is, the fact that the scar IS there.and always will be.
sometimes i envy those people who dont have to endure such painful memories.
i spent a lot of time alone thinking about life, ya know.
after my high school finals last two years i went to some place..
back then i talked to myself a lot. trying to reason why things happened to me.
sometimes i envy those people who dont have to endure such painful memories.
i spent a lot of time alone thinking about life, ya know.
after my high school finals last two years i went to some place..
back then i talked to myself a lot. trying to reason why things happened to me.
Oct 19 2010 11:41 PM
Sieka → GiJeok
If you don't have experience then you'll never learn anything right? It really serves as a great teacher, but some people tend to deny such experiences. Sometimes I think that you don't really need to experience the pain. You just have to think deeply and understand what's coming into you, no one needs to go through the pain unless its necessary. :3 And no it doesn't bore me at all. ^ ^
Oct 19 2010 11:20 PM
Sieka → GiJeok
Hmm, true. Scars might not be able to disappear, but they do heal with time and patience. It's better to have it as to serve you of a memory of the experience you have gone true. A lot of people always tend to forget the little things that happened in their life, so at least a little remembrance would do.
Oct 19 2010 11:19 PM
GiJeok → Sieka
i think i took my downfall as the beginning of a new life.
the scar is still there. but it is healing..slowly by time. :)
*sorry if this convo is starting to bore you. :P*
we can start talking about smth else.hehe.
the scar is still there. but it is healing..slowly by time. :)
*sorry if this convo is starting to bore you. :P*
we can start talking about smth else.hehe.
Oct 19 2010 11:02 PM
GiJeok → Sieka
i've encounter hardships before.
it shaped me into what i am now.
experience is a good teacher. bitter pasts surely haunts..but they are somewhat belongs to a different timeline.so i let it go and lived upon the memories i cherished, either the happy moments, or sad ones.:)
it's just that life is always full of unexpected things.
it shaped me into what i am now.
experience is a good teacher. bitter pasts surely haunts..but they are somewhat belongs to a different timeline.so i let it go and lived upon the memories i cherished, either the happy moments, or sad ones.:)
it's just that life is always full of unexpected things.
Oct 19 2010 11:01 PM
Sieka → GiJeok
Hmm, that's a nice answer...guess you are right about that. It surely does mature a person, after all experience makes a person learn through all the painful hardship they face. :3 Though there are also some experiences that leaves a person scarred forever, those who don't know how to cop with such overwhelming feelings will never be able to look at the world in the same eyes they had before. :3
Oct 19 2010 10:56 PM
