SecretlyA

My journey to being a SONE was a journey I didn't expect. It all started on November 2008, I was suicidal and seeing a school therapist. She suggested learn a new language to help with depression and find an outlet. I was stuck between Arabic and an asian language. So i looked up couple songs of each and put it on my phone. A day after school the turning point of my life where  20+ students tormented me all day with a "special song" for me which was insulting and throwing things and I was strong and I dragged my way home. I was waiting for the train on the platform. Some train platforms in NY are above ground maybe 100-150ft off ground level. I had music in my ears and I was thinking to just jump over into falling traffic and SNSD "Honey" came on and it literally saved me from myself. As soon as Hyoyeon said

"my sweet baby, geunnyang inaerogo"

and Tiffany followed with

"nomu joha sarangiran iyooro"

I didn't know what it meant and now that i know it means

"My sweet baby, just leave it like this It's so wonderful with this reason of love" .

I just had Honey on replay the entire way home crying because I felt so much weight off my shoulders but still baffled that I didn't know why these words I can't understand moved me so much. Then my journey started. This is why I am a SONE. If I didn't listen to it my life would have been wasted instead of lived. I honestly believe words are powerful, it could push me to be suicidal and it pushed me to over come. No matter what language words do affect people.

I am a SONE because it saved my life.