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isqah_08
if i have known that theres a course, applied stat, where there could be multiple high paying job opportunites, inwould have stuck to that. so the question is, is that really my reason? i could met her there you know. now, i would never get the chance to that since im shy:/
Jul 20 2014 07:04 PM
isqah_08
"I spent a lot of time wondering if it would matter if I died." "In the macro sense, no. You’re one cheerio in the bulk box full of life. But you ****ing tickle me, so I think it would matter."
Jul 14 2014 06:41 AM
isqah_08
I'm such a dickXD why do i think they reply to me fast if i never reply to them at the first place?
Jul 10 2014 01:00 AM
isqah_08
I can't get past the swirling darkness in my brain long enough to land on anything -Alex Vause
Jul 07 2014 06:34 PM
isqah_08
once a teacher told me after a half-assed oral reporting, "Will I pass you?" I still don't know how to react to that. Maybe I felt nothing.
Jul 06 2014 09:43 PM
isqah_08
but why did it hurt when my papers got labeled as "no effort in constructing". maybe because many ears heard it..
Jul 06 2014 09:41 PM
isqah_08
the only conclusion i could come up is: i never looked forward to anything to avoid feeling frustrated if it was counter productive. So, if some enterprise fail on my contributions, i will never feel bad since i didn't effort to it much. I never expected anything from myself, so i don't get dissapointed with myself. Thus I never desired, longed for something except SoShi, except them. but they don't apply to one of my desires since i categorized them as the center of my delusions.
Jul 06 2014 09:39 PM
isqah_08
I'm ridiculous. I stopped thinking long ago. I always avoid tinking and learning and now its taking a toll on me. a huge toll,
Jul 06 2014 09:28 PM
isqah_08
before, i whined about my life lacking any adversity and now i can't put mi sh*t together
Jun 25 2014 10:41 PM
