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Taeyeon's
only Taeyeon
just Taeyeon.
Taeyeon-ah..................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Taenggu-yah......
TaeTae...
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its aespa karina's birthday? happy birthday to her....

i wish her more blessings~ fighting~

more blessings as well to puppy mj, aeri, and ningie,,,,

selca~

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anyway, im going to do night jogging~ see ya

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really karina? "sapnu puas"?

also, i hope my puppy minjeong is doing well.....

aeri and ning too.....

soshi too of course....

oh, but if you really want me to "sapnu puas"...

here ...

i hope it made you smile ;P

enjoy~

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oh... aaahhhh... ooohhh.... right here~.... yeah~.... yeah!!!~........

all these moaning makes me want to have a kid. lol

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^ not my kid. but i look good as a father to a kid, right?

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keke

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https://www.youtube....h?v=X3eAHtIwBI4

still not over the colossus wethermon's backstory and song...

i haven't seen the manga

but i hope lycagon and the other colossi 

would have touching songs and backstories too

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did you miss me?

miss you too.......

there were 2 bdays....

happy belated bday sooyoungie and taenggu.....

condolence also to soonkyu.....

im sure huchu is happy wherever he is now.....

what else....

fighting~

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a screenshot back in the day....

when bitcoin was at 11,000 - 12,000 usd

i got negative available balance

because i was doing x2 leverage (CFD).lol

i dont recommend CFD to others

unless you know what you're doing

this was just one of my positions.

i actually invested and traded other

altcoins/cryptocurrencies too...

"a rising tide lifts all boats"

bitcoin is not easy, you need to study

do  your homework. scope the market

its very volatile and goes down a lot

but goes up a lot more

its a wild ride~

orgasmic euphoria when you finally profit.lol 

https://www.coindesk.com/price/bitcoin

i recommended bitcoin

back when it was at 9000 - 12000 usd level

now it is at 40,000 usd level

you could have tripled your money

in around a year

instead of running a business or company

if your goal is just earning money

then you could have reached your goal

but if you have other unselfish goals

like helping other people,

then youre doing a good job, fighting~ 

i really think this has a long way to go

but better to invest when price goes down a bit

i ran companies before with other people

game development company and call center

tripling your money is difficult to do,

especially in a year or two,,,,

also, since the buddhist temple is already in place

i hope i can have money too for a catholic church

if you earn a lot in cryptocurrency,

i hope you donate to good causes,,, fighting~

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meeting a spiritual guru who taught me a lot of things in life

is something that i also wish for everyone

one does not really find a guru,

it's the other way around, a guru would find you

but only if you're open or ready.

a spiritual guru is different in a sense that

most gurus would teach you to be the best,

to know everything, to trample on others on your way to the top

some people believe they are better than others

and so they believe they are their own guru,

thats okay, but it's really different from a spiritual guru,

who would teach you to serve people at their worst,

 to know nothing, to let others trample on you

not to make you miserable but to discover your inner strength

and in the process, find inner peace and purpose

a spiritual guru would not spoon feed you, it would be hard

a lot of it would really depend on you

one of my gurus, a lama/monk has exiled himself since last year.

monks do this when they saw their own deaths already

so they spend the rest of their lives meditating in exile

im not sure what happened to him, and even if

i think i failed him by not succeeding him in his temple works

 i still hope he's still there somewhere connected to me

from the physical world, or from the spiritual world.

and i hope i can do something else for him

and also, i need some guru-level guidance here. lol

just like everyone, im also confused in the current condition of humanity

sunday evening thoughts~ lol