Jessica 4ever!!!

Wow, so sorry that your friend kinda "stabbed" you. Yeah, those disappointed feelings kinda piled up and made you can't concentrate well, then in the end you find yourself guilty for over thinking it. Maybe you felt a quite similar feelings as me..

 

But have a strong hard haha. They said let bygone be bygone right? From the hard feelings we get from these events, there are also lessons to take, and someday those lessons are gonna take part in our life. Letting go is also an important thing to do, and I will learn to let go of hard feelings from this

its not really her fault since i didnt know that she had it until like, a day before the event.. but yeah i felt a bit disappointed, probably not as much as u did for ur case at the time.. but no doubt i've felt, whole-heartedly what u've felt. just try to be a sponge and soak it in, then when u can, just squeeze it out.. 

.. or u can just cry ur heart out, thats always a faster way and less 'painful' one

i understand the regret you felt.. honestly, when the girls went to SG for the first time in 2011, i bought the 1st night's standing tickets from a friend of mine because he had a connection within RITS (but in my case i actually got the tickets).. but when the girls announced there was a 2nd night and i didnt get to go, i felt the exact feelings (maybe a bit less, but still similar) that you did.. and in some cases where the girls were close to me and i didnt get a chance to buy the tickets, one of my friends would've gotten them and would tell me that they had it AFTER the concert. 

when the girls came to beijing for the korea-china music festival, a korean girl called me (my friend) and said her tutor had tickets, while i didnt know where to buy it.. so i immediately asked for them if the tutor was okay with it but he already gave it away.. so i guess it's kinda similar to urs..

its like, ur heart sank and u just become incredibly moody and stuff.. u start craving for soshi even more than u have usually and whenever someone talked to u, u get agitated right?

im not sure how to help u with this.. even tho i faced this so many times already. the one thing i can give advice about is just try to think about something else.. if ur feeling that regret about soshi, do something non-related to soshi.. like homework or something.. but whatever u do, make sure u dont involve what ur trying to avoid.. otherwise u'll just try to link it to that issue

WOW! Thank you so much for your detailed fan account 

I read all of it and it was written very vivid, I had the feeling that I was actually there, seeing the girls performing in front of me. Actually, I am quite sad that I can´t attend the concert, especially because it was held in China.....I was there like some weeks ago and I even visited the Bird´s Nest!!!!     

WHY COULDN`T THEY COME LIKE A FEW WEEKS EARLIER!!!! 

 

Anyway, while reading your post I was fangirling with you LOL. 

 

Poor Taeyeon...why did they have to perform in front of SJ´s section, that´s >.< I just watched the fancam of the girls´ introduction. Awww Jessica´s Chinese is so cute. 

And I like how all the girls used their Chinese names (I mean Chinese translations) and Taeyeon calmly said 我是TaeYeon. (Apart from Sunny LOL but yeah that´s also not that Korean) Haha Yuri asking if they´re pretty. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! And SeoHyun´s Chinese is good as expected but I think YoonA´s pronunciation is really good. >.< 

OMG just so cute. 

 

If I were there I think I would have also screamed my lungs out!!!! OMG BEIJING PUT IT BACK ON! HOW AWESOME DOES THAT SOUND!?!?!?!

Haha the "Byun" moment, the cameras captivate the best moments   (I hope someone can upload a fancam soon XD) 

Oh really the "Hope" song was performed in Chinese this time? Is there an official audio version of that track? >.< The more I (re)read your fan account, the more I wish I could have been there....TT_________TT Why is destiny so hard with me. #

 

 

Thank you again for your effort to write this awesome fan account! Take care of your throat and drink some hot beverages, we don´t want you to have a damaged throat haha. 

hahaha yeah yuri asked us 'are we pretty??' i totally forgot that.. but like i said, the fans werent exactly enthusiastic of soshi there.. i think they were there mostly just for EXO and the boy groups.. and no, 'Hope' was performed in korean, but the lyrics were translated in chinese on screen for people to understand