Reading this almost made me cry! I'm so so so glad you got to live out such amazing moments <3 And this,
"To exert that much effort, that much energy; to take that leap of faith; to give so much of yourself to people who don't even know you; to give your precious time to them; and then don't care what happens to you."
I relate ^^ Being a fan can be really stressful, wallet-draining, and trying at times.. but it's so worth it in the end, to be even a small part of realizing the dreams of these people who've worked so hard to achieve them <3 I hope SNSD comes to your country someday and you get to see them again!! (And write another amazing fanaccount hahah)